Pandevotional Invocation

Less a few extraneous passages, this is just as I wrote it in the 1980s and ’90s.

Pandevotional Invocation

© 2019 Daniel Cooper Clark
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Introit

UWA OAAAAH

Pandevotionalism

Nature Worships God.
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Nature is the Being who comprises all the material atoms.
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Nature always worships God.

Humans Are Part of Nature.
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The human body is part of Nature – and thus is always glorifying God. (However, we don’t usually see the religion of our actions.)
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We are souls living in human bodies. We are not atoms. We are
not God. We are particles of God. (Souls inhabit all material
life forms.)
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The technology of the human body allows a soul to be conscious of itself as a soul and to be conscious of God as a Supersoul. (In other species the self-concept and the God-concept are species-centered.)
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Because we sense the difference between the self and the body, we often try to force our bodies to behave in opposition to Nature’s ways. We try to imitate God’s control of Nature. (The intentions of other species are in harmony with Nature and God.)
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But our spiritual self-awareness also makes it possible for us to freely choose our natural behavior: loving God. (Other species don’t have this freedom of choice.)

Let Us Worship God As Nature Does.
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Our first teacher in worship is Mother Nature.
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Let us join Nature in her worship – let us glorify God her way.

God heals us through Nature. When we join Nature’s worship of God, we are healed.

The farther we get from Nature, the farther we get from our own nature.

Sex must not be repressed from outside, but rather transformed from within. If it is repressed from outside it breaks out of its bonds as war and other forms of self destruction. If it is transformed from within it grows into a flower of love for God.

Like a flow of force that revolves around a magnetic stone in loops of energy, God’s Glory radiates out from matter’s spiritual heart (which is also the transcendental world) and returns back to that source carrying with it, if we desire, our own rapturous voices added to the cosmic chorus of “Glory to God! Glory to God!” – the song of the atom, the planet, and the breathing universal mass.

First you exploit Nature – and she punishes you. Then you reject Nature – and she seduces you. Then you embrace Nature – and she instructs you. Then you respect Nature – and she takes you to God. Then you serve God according to the ways of Nature. Last, Nature and God welcome you back home.

I don’t want to change matter to spirit. Matter is already spirit. It’s already serving God. The universe vibrates with the sound of the celestial choir, giving Glory to God. Why try to change that? What needs to be changed is not matter, but me: consciousness, awareness. Matter, the Mater, is in harmony with God, the Pater. The only disharmony is sin. Matter doesn’t sin. I do. My attention and efforts are correctly directed toward myself. To change the person, not the atom. I now accept Nature as she is. I now merge my body into the flow of Glory that courses through the transparent atoms of the creation. I stop stamping an insignia of my own devising upon the ecstatic configurations of the Earth. I follow the route of Glory mapped upon the innocent face of a rock. My only work is to glorify God. Not to be an alchemist. I only sort, select, and indicate. Perhaps because of what I do others will merge with the Glory too. But that change is up to them. All I do is glorify.

Close to Nature, close to God.

Nature is defined by its praise of God. Humans join Nature when they glorify God. But their worship must be in consonance with Nature’s ways for it to be genuine. Humans, alone among creatures, can defy the ways of Nature, even while they’re supposedly loving God. Minerals, plants, and non-human animals are sinless. They have no choice but to act as part of God’s plan. So it’s good for humans to study them and the way they praise – for inspiration, not imitation. The purpose isn’t to reincarnate as a whale, but to go to the world beyond reincarnation.

Religion is particular, not universal. “Universal religion” is a journey taken only within one’s mind, leading to an idea of God, not God the person. One must submit to a particular path – to its limitations, its absurdities. The apparently ridiculous and arbitrary details of a sect are the vital twists and turns of a path that leads to God. You can’t speed through on a highway. You can’t fly over in an airplane. You must patiently follow the trail a step at a time. The path has a personality – just as God does – and learning to love person-ness makes up the greatest part of the work of spiritual life.

Human apes, in contrast to other apes, have a choice. They can use their “new” brains either to imitate or to meditate. They can imitate other animals and imitate God, or they can meditate to gain awareness of themselves. The imitators mimic the other animals and change from fueling their life with spirit to fueling it with matter. (That is, they start eating.) They impersonate God and strive for world dominance. The meditators stay true to their divine physiology. They remain non-eaters and develop self- knowledge, spiritual philosophy, and religion. The meditators praise the power of God. The imitators want to possess it. One way is peace, the other is war.

The agent of the disease is also the agent of the cure. And that agent, no matter how cleverly disguised, is the self. The true function of doctor and medicine is to awaken the self’s self- curative powers and thus initiate the self into the process of spiritual growth.

God is a person, souls are persons, and atoms are persons. The natural activity of souls and atoms is to glorify God.

Growth comes from attachment, as a tree grows when firmly rooted.

The Earth, of which my body is a part, meditates on God.

The Locality is the sacrament, the matter-that-is-spirit, with which my mind and body can merge so I can be liberated from my false consciousness into the world of reality. When matter harmonizes with matter, the soul returns to God.

Food is poison. Eating, an addiction. The ideal is non-eating. To develop toward the ideal, the standard is motion, not fullness. Eat for process, not stasis. Keep it moving. Don’t clog the system. The best foods are those that flow: fruit juices, and finally, air. Flow, not full. Body as pipe, not pouch.

There is no Void. Existence allows no exceptions to its rule. Existence is everything – and everything is a person. God is a person, souls are persons, and atoms are persons. In the material world, space is a person (a replica of God) and is occupied by persons. Some of those persons are temporal atoms (replicas of the Goddess) who combine together as the substance of material bodies. And some of them are souls who are identifying with material bodies. When the souls regain awareness of their real identities, they are freed to return to the spiritual world.

The person-ness of the soul is identical to that of God in quality, but not in quantity. God is the whole, and the soul is a part.

Nature (the integration of spatial mind and atomic bodies) is in love with God. All natural entities are glorifying God – each according to its own way. By joining this cosmic chorus, humans enter into the world of God. Life becomes itself at last.

The first stage of human society is the Edenic stage of Communion. Humans-in-Communion are busy with the culturing of consciousness, not material advancement. Except for the young they are largely independent materially. But spiritually they’re so interdependent that they act almost as one person, so intense is their concern for each other’s devotional life. These happy humans relate most strongly to those in close proximity and identify their small groups with the Locality they inhabit. However, since their subtle powers are so well developed, they are in communion with other devotees around the universe. They pay little attention to food, shelter, clothing, fire, tools, production, consumption, or possessions.

Before the first social stage of Communion, humans don’t eat at all. Their bodies are vitalized by their thoughts and by natural energies in unchanged states. That is, their skin touches the ground, they bathe in clean water, they breathe deeply fresh outdoor air, sunlight pours onto their unclothed bodies, and in meditation they contact etheric essences. They live ecstatically with a total absence of food, shelter, clothing, fire, tools, production, consumption, and possessions. They each have a Private Religion. There is no social grouping. Solitude is the norm.

A lot of people are talking about “healing the Earth.” That sounds good, but to tell you the truth I think we should allow the Earth to heal us. With us set right, the disease is over. Emerson said, “The happiest man is he who learns from Nature the lesson of worship.” Nature heals us souls by teaching us how to love God. The mind, the body, the locality, the earth, the universe all teach the souls. In learning from them how to revere God we also revere them. We accept Nature’s way of doing things. That way is one of devotion, part of which is devotion to Nature as a teacher, not exploitation of Nature as a slave. “Healing the Earth” might just be more meddling. Hands off! Then both the Earth and the souls are healed.

The most immediate “region” I “inhabit” (using Bioregionalist terms) is the mind. The material environment closest to the soul is the mind. Just as each ecosystem has a character all its own, so does each species’ kind of mind. The uniqueness of the human mind is its potential for being conscious of being conscious. It can be self-realized and ultimately God-realized. This defines the human relationship with the total environment, which is to involve it through consciousness in a religious life.

Study Nature. Not the kind of study you find in science, that analyzes Nature. Or in sex, that enjoys Nature. Or in art, that re-creates Nature. It’s a different kind of study – Pandevotionalism – that seeks to learn how to join Nature in its worship of God. Nature is the Glory of God, streaming out of God and yet rushing towards God. Emanating from God yet embracing God. By studying how Nature worships God I hope to learn the ways of Love and take part in that praise.

I need to feel that my mind and body are temperamentally the same as my immediate natural surroundings. When they are, then I easily join the locality’s worship of God. To me this is a Pandevotional imperative.

When my bare feet walk my local ground, the contact of skin and soil creates an energy flow like an electrical current. The current of my mind travels through dermis to dirt and out to the whole planet. Getting to know the Earth in my locality introduces me to the Earth as a planet. I can’t know the whole all at once abstractly or through a mental simulation. I can only know the whole by way of the part – because my body is a part of the part. This is my understanding of the slogan, “Act locally and think globally.”

One test for the suitability of an area as a place of residence is to ask what would the region be like if “deprived” of the agricultural – industrial – technological superstructure. Would I feel at home in such a place?

The soul must respect the material body and the rest of Nature as a principle higher than the soul, because Nature acts as an intermediary between the soul and the Godhead. The material body is a cooperation of two factors: a spatial form – which comes from God – and temporal atoms – which come from the Goddess. The relation of form to atoms may also be expressed as wave to particles, singular to plural, male to female, space to time, or reason to intuition. The integration of God and Goddess on an imminent level is Nature and on a transcendent level is the Godhead. The material body is an expression of the inherent love within the Godhead. For the soul who wishes to glorify the Godhead eternally, the temporary material body is a source of wisdom. Nature is a pathway to the Beyond.

Hands off Nature! Do not disturb. In Sanskrit this is called ahimsa, which is usually translated as “non-violence,” but which literally means “non-interference.” Don’t interfere – live in harmony with Nature’s ways.

Each kind of animal, plant, and mineral body has a special way to worship God, based on the unique character of that body. The unique character of the human body is the feature of its nervous system that allows the soul to be aware of its awareness – or to be aware of itself as awareness. Physiologically this has been called the “feedback loop” of the brain. No other kind of body has it. Only the human body. It gives us the ability to reflect on reflection itself, to develop self-knowledge, to understand that we are not material bodies but spiritual bodies (souls). A wolf has a self-concept, but a physical one: a wolf thinks of itself as a wolf. A human can think of itself as a soul. A soul in a human body can dis-identify itself away from the material body and find out what it really is.

Pandevotionalism encourages the soul to consider Nature as a bridge of worship over which the soul may cross to reach the ultimate eternal state. The soul is not to think of itself as Nature, or matter. Still, the soul takes part in Nature’s praise of God – as a training program, an introduction to an eternal life in love with God.

Picture yourself standing at the edge of a chasm cutting through a plateau. Spanning the chasm from your side to the other side is a bridge made of five sections proceeding in this order: Mind, Body, Locality, Planet, and Cosmos. This is the Bridge of Pandevotionalism. The atoms and patterns that make up the bridge always worship God. The Soul may use this bridge to go to God.

Pandevotionalism presents matter as a path to spirit. Its relation to Theism is divided. The two are similar in their emphasis on worshiping a transcendent and personal God, but dissimilar in their opinion of Nature. Theism offers a path to God which is made up of souls and their teachings (saints, gurus, scriptures). In Pandevotionalism though, the devotee approaches God by way of atoms, forms, and their teachings (“the music of the spheres”). Theists tend to reject Nature, often condemning it as Satanic. Pandevotionalists revere Nature and want to obey her. Theism is a suitable religious attitude for those who like to build religious institutions. Pandevotionalism is always a Private Religion – individualistic, poetic, and wild.

People who practice religion usually say that of the two, the soul and the body, the soul is greater. But I say that the body is greater than the soul. The body is part of Nature. But, they say, the soul is better than Nature. No, I say, Nature is better than the soul. Why? Because Nature worships God without interruption, whereas the soul’s worship turns on and off. The body loves God more than the soul does. Let us – we souls – learn from our bodies.

How We Live is the essence of ecology for us. How we set our own “house” (mind-body) in order. If the soul allows the mind and the body to go “back to Nature,” then Nature becomes a bridge over which the soul can journey to the divine destination.

On the third day of Spring
my head disappeared
and the Sun took its place.
My body didn’t walk but flew –
I wasn’t on the Earth
but on the surface of the Universe,
and the space around me
was the smiling face of God.

The Ethic of Worship

In their relationship with God, souls always have a choice between reality and illusion. Choosing to worship God allows souls to perceive reality and be good. Choosing to envy God allows souls to perceive illusion and be evil. The two paths are mutually exclusive. Good souls can’t see illusion, and evil souls can’t see reality.

Worship involves admiring God and taking pleasure in God’s control of everything. Envy involves being jealous of God and wanting to take pleasure in one’s own control of everything. “Everything” includes God’s attributes: power, beauty, ownership, knowledge, fame, and transcendence. Worshipers glorify those attributes as signs of God’s greatness. Enviers want those attributes for themselves. Worshipers desire to praise God. Enviers desire to be God.

Whether souls are worshiping or envying, they are always choosing. The path they take is up to them. Freedom, and thus responsibility, is an essential feature of the soul. Freedom of choice is not harmful. Even envy itself, which must reside within the soul in order to be chosen, is not harmful in its potential state.

Choosing one path or the other has its consequences. Worship leads to God (one reality) and envy leads to Not-God (many illusions). Worship and the goal of God form the poles of an axis along which coalesce a number of attributes. They may be analyzed sequentially as: being a part of God, having a strong sense of self, courage, forgiveness, acceptance, understanding, attachment, growth, and love of life. Envy and the goal of Not-God engender a sequence of attitudes contrary to the above: being apart from God, having a weak sense of self, fearfulness, hate, rejection, ignorance, detachment, atrophy, and a yearning for death.

Action based on worship gives rise to life and health. Action based on envy is cause for death and diseases. All physical and mental sickness comes from enviousness, which resides in the soul and is not derived from any external influence. The only medicine to cure any disease can be found within one’s self, in the choice of worship of God. Choosing worship is the essential therapy for all diseases.

Worship, to be genuine, must be chosen at every moment. The soul must be aware of the eternal responsibility that derives from the eternal presence of both good and evil within the soul. Evil is a necessity. There has to be a Not-God for the soul to not-choose in order for its choice of God to be free. Souls are defined by their liberty. In the Sanskrit terminology of the Bhagavata philosophy souls are categorized as tatastha-shakti, which means “the power that is on the dividing line between two greater powers.” We are never liberated from our responsibility to choose liberation. True religion is always ethical.

False religion, which pretends to be worship of God but demands that its followers hand over their power of choice to human authorities, is always unethical and never accomplishes any therapy of soul, mind, or body. False religion seduces souls into believing that they are either all good or all evil. In either circumstance the souls are robbed of responsibility. Determinism, fatalism, and blind obedience take over. The good slaves of Jehovah battle against the evil slaves of Satan, neither army ever winning. When will the slaves learn that the meaningful battle is between slavery and freedom? The officers of both Jehovah and Satan vigorously condemn free choice. Obedience is the military rule. Thus we are tricked into continuing the war, to the advantage of our captors.

The soul in a rare moment of metaphysical suspension can see itself as all potentiality: half potential-brightness, half potential-shadow. Through action the soul makes the potential into the actual. The choice must be made, for the soul must act. In action the soul becomes either all actual-light or all actual-darkness. Or, to be more correct, I should say that with each act the soul is either good or evil, and most of us jump back and forth between the two. So in action, which is our natural life, we do not straddle the fence. We choose sides. But to go over to the sunny side and stay there, we have to be ever-mindful of the potentiality of the murky side. The cleverest of evil’s tricks is the illusion that we have only one side. The conventional “minions of the Devil” consider themselves to be all-bad, and the false worshipers consider themselves to be all-good, which is even worse. As the speaker of the Isha Upanishad put it, “those who worship darkness go to hell, and those who worship light go to a worse hell.” The soul is always on the dividing line, and we must never forget that.

An ethical worship brings the shadow-self to God. Not just the radiant-self. God loves the whole soul, not just half. Our daily worship is ethical only when it embraces our baser urges, for in that embrace those tendencies stop warring against our peaceful, forgiving nature. It is as if evil wants nothing more than to be accepted by goodness. When it is, it turns benign. Of course it takes a powerful goodness to be able to get so close to evil and not be taken in by it. Most goodness that apparently achieves such a strength of purpose is still bent on destroying evil. Only the most courageous soul can stand face to face with its own evil, not be seduced by the Great Deceiver, know how sinister that darkness is, and yet forgive it, accept it, understand it wholly, indeed even become attached to it, and reach in evil’s night the source of the soul’s own growth to an eternal daytime of glorifying God. A seed germinates in darkness before it flowers in the sun’s light. And the roots stay buried as long as life goes on. The dirt remains dirt. It is not transformed, but rather provides the context within which the seed’s transformation takes place. Likewise, the potential-evil within the liberated soul is never anything else but evil. It is not changed when the soul worships God – it provides the context within which the soul can change by choosing to worship.

Worship and envy co-exist in the liberated soul. But most of us haven’t liberated ourselves yet. For us, it is still important to clarify the difference in the psychologies of the two.

The simplest difference is that one way leads to happiness, the other to misery. The sequence of attitudes issuing from envy is an undesirable one. Fear, hatred, rejection, ignorance, and so on make for an unhappy life. They are problems. When I choose envy, I choose problems. I perceive my world from the viewpoint of envy and see all situations as problems. I don’t see any solutions. But if I look at my life from the viewpoint of worship, all I see are solutions: courage, forgiveness, acceptance, understanding. When I choose worship, I choose joy. An envier has no joy. A worshipper has no problems. An envier tries to “solve problems,” which only results in more problems. To see all situations, even painful ones, as joys, is the worshiper’s choice. God is always a positive force and so is the worshiper. Situations help the worshiper grow. Situations are “material,” but matter can be a pathway to spirit.

Finally I want to emphasize that The Ethic of Worship calls its adherents to respect the power of choice in people who have other inclinations. Particularly, in trying to share The Ethic of Worship with others, the worshipers are best advised to see themselves as presenters and not persuaders. I cannot teach someone how to choose properly. We all learn the art of choosing through our own experience. It doesn’t do any good to force The Ethic of Worship down anyone’s throat, especially since the ethic states that it depends on free acceptance for its effectiveness. It must be chosen freely or it has no benefit. The illness doesn’t come from envy but from the choice of envy. Therefore the cure doesn’t come from worship but from the choice of worship. What I can do then is to help make available a form of worship that people can choose when they want to.

Pandevotionalism and Bhagavata

For eleven years, from 1967 through 1977, I studied, taught, and administered a religion from India. It has many names. Here I’ll use the term Bhagavata. My teacher in Bhagavata was His Divine Grace A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada.

After the devotional life itself, my next major interest in Bhagavata was its analysis of the material world. My previous awareness of God had largely come to me by way of Nature. The Bhagavata cosmology, it seemed to me, would provide a philosophical basis for my experiences. This hunch proved to be accurate. The confirmation came in this way.

Atomism – the proposition that the cosmos in all its complexity is made of identical irreducible particles variously combined – makes one of its earliest appearances in Bhagavata literature. The Bhagavata Purana ( 3.11.1-4) states that the basic, indivisible material particle is the paramanu (supreme small). This particle is further defined by Bhaktivedanta Prabhupada as “the minute subtle form of eternal time.” Text 3 says that kala is the vibhuh of bhagavan, that is, Time is the all-penetrating Power of God. The atom is the minute form of a universal energy we call “time.”

Before I’d considered that, I’d had no trouble conceiving that as a particle, an atom is a form in space. But when I tried to understand how its substance – what it is a form of – is Time, my comprehension fell short. Is time a “thing?” Is time “stuff?”

Two other scriptural references helped me out of my bewilderment. First, Swami Bhaktivedanta elsewhere in his commentary of the Purana states flatly that in Bhagavata “everything is person.” I took this at face value – whatever we may conventionally think of as a “thing” is on its own terms a person. Bhaktivedanta has given the name Personalism to his philosophical approach.

Equipped with this tool of thought, I was able to combine the two concepts and posit that Time is a person, that an atom is a minute form of the person Time, and that to get to rock-bottom all I’d have to do would be to identify the particular person whose name is Time.

In the Bhagavad-gita Krishna in his Universal Form calls himself Time (“the destroyer of the worlds”). I didn’t reject that personification. But I had to go on and find the specific atomic Time energy related to Krishna.

My search ended in 1973 when I found her. She is Kala (“Time” in Sanskrit), or more completely Kala-Shakti (“Time-Energy”), the consort of Garbhodakashayi Vishnu. This Vishnu – there are many Vishnus – floats on the surface of the cosmic ocean. Clinging to the stem of a lotus that grows from his navel are the galaxies of the universe. Ever beside him is Kala-Shakti. As far as I know, the Purana says nothing about her role in cosmic affairs. But there she is, the vast form of eternal time. One might call her Mother Nature, since Vishnu is the father of the natural world. She replicates herself to become the stuff of the universe. The atom is a minute version of her form – an infinitesmal Kala-Shakti.

Each atom is a feminine person. Each atom is a Goddess.

This concrete personalization of matter helped me to cut through much of the abstract philosophizing the topic of Nature is subjected to – not only in current thought but also in the Bhagavata literature itself.

In the Gita especially the designation of matter as God’s “inferior nature” (contrasted with the soul as “superior”) gets a lot of emphasis. The psychology of the Gita stresses that the superior soul must conquer inferior matter. The higher self, the soul, must conquer the lower self, the body.

But if the atom is an aspect of a person who is the consort of God, a person who loves and serves God – as Kala-Shakti does – then how can matter, the body, Nature, be considered less worthy than the soul? Why should we be enjoined to conquer her? Isn’t she more powerful, and more pure, than we souls are?

Granted, by her play of illusions the fallen soul is kept trapped in its own foolish dreams of dominance. But she is blameless. Bhaktivedanta, in his purports, calls her job a “thankless task.” This points to devotion, not demonism.

Nature serves God and loves God eternally. How much better than we souls who usually manage at best a love-hate affair with the Deity. Rather than attempt to conquer her (a hopeless task) shouldn’t we take steps to respect her? To learn from Nature, the unwavering servant of God, how to praise, glorify, worship the Lord?

The great fear of the proponents of renunciation is that by honoring matter in any way, people will fall deeper into illusion. But as long as we keep in mind the realization that we are souls, not atoms, and not God – as long as we dis-identify the soul away from the body (a kind of “conquering,” perhaps) – there’s no reason to fear. In fact dis-identification becomes an opportunity for a reverence toward Nature as a higher principle than the soul. The principle is constancy of devotion to God. Is that illusion? No. It is the only reality. The soul can enter into it by understanding that the atom is a person.

Bhagavata Personalism, put in this way, forms the basis of my philosophy of Nature. I’ve given my approach the name Pandevotionalism.

Now we may proceed further into the mystery.

Siddhanta Saraswati, the guru of Bhaktivedanta Prabhupada, states in Shri Chaitanya’s Teachings: “The individual human souls are dissociable particles of the predominated moiety … Shri Radhika is the source of all individual souls … The individual souls serve Shri Krishna as constituents of Shri Radhika … The absolute nature of the personality of Shri Radhika is fully on a level with the absolute personality of Shri Krishna. Shri Krishna is the consort of Shri Radhika. The absolute is pair and singular person … Shri Radhika is at once identical with and distinct from Shri Krishna.”

Since Siddhanta Saraswati leaves it ambiguous whether She or He is the source of the other, why do I go ahead and claim She is the One? Because Radha is the embodiment of love and service.

Love, devotion, service, worship is the source of everything. It is why everything exists, the central core of being.

Service requires someone to serve, to honor and celebrate. So Radha manifests Krishna to be the dominant person. She is the servant, but She is the source. Her desire to worship is the engine that powers reality. Yin is the source of Yang. The feminine is the “default” mode of existence. She creates the masculine to get things going. She is the power, the shakti, behind the throne. He is the Lord, the ruler, the controller. She gives up those aspects of herself to him. She surrenders. That is love.

That love is the energy that powers reality.

She wants us to worship Him, too. She’s set it up that way. Bhaktivedanta Prabhupada said that “Hare Krishna” means “Mother Hara, please help me achieve the grace of the supreme father, Hari.” It’s a prayer to the supreme feminine. The supreme masculine is God. It is necessary and natural for us to worship His greatness. But even greater is the supreme mother of worship – the Goddess.

The Goddess is the mother of God and the source of everything.

Pandevotional Voices

Earth, with her thousand voices, praises God.
(Samuel Taylor Coleridge)

Nature is what we know –
Yet have no art to say –
So impotent Our Wisdom is
To her Simplicity.
(Emily Dickinson, #668)

All of creation is a song of praise to God.
(Hildegard of Bingen)

And Hemlocks – bow – to God.
(Emily Dickinson, #475)

The morning wind forever blows, the poem of creation is uninterrupted; but few are the ears that hear it.
(H. D. Thoreau, Walden)

Each atom, each molecule, each organism is a prayer.
(Donald St. John)

Creation is allowed, in intimate love, to speak to the Creator as if to a lover.
(Hildegard of Bingen)

Let the floods clap their hands…
(Psalm 98.8)

Creation not only exists, it also discharges truth.
(Gerhard von Rad)

As the creator loves his creation, so creation loves the creator.
(Hildegard of Bingen)

I invite you to join me in a month’s worship with Nature in the high temples of the great Sierra Crown beyond our holy Yosemite.
(John Muir, letter to R. W. Emerson)

Let the hills sing for joy together before the Lord.
(Psalm 98:8-9)

The hills are alive with the sound of music, with songs they have sung for a thousand years.
(Oscar Hammerstein II)

The simple News that Nature told –
With tender Majesty
Her message is committed
To Hands I cannot see –
(Emily Dickinson, #441)

I am convinced that all beings need to worship.
(Erazim Kohak, The Embers and the Stars)

The blowing wind, the mild, moist air, the exquisite greening of trees and grasses – in their beginning, in their ending, they give God their praise.
(Hildegard of Bingen)

Praise the Lord from the earth, you sea monsters and all deeps, fire and hail, snow and frost, stormy wind fulfilling his command! Mountains and all hills, fruit trees and all cedars! Beasts and all cattle, creeping things and flying birds!
(Psalm 148:7-10)

Creation feels drawn to her creator as she responds to him in service. (Hildegard of Bingen)

But ask the beasts, and they will teach you; the birds of the air, and they will tell you; or the plants of the earth, and they will teach you; and the fish of the sea will declare to you. Who among these does not know that the hand of the Lord has done this?
(Job 12:7-9)

When I prayed in my heart, everything about me appeared to be pleasing and lovely. It was as though the trees, the grass, the birds, the earth, the air and the light were saying that everything prayed, and praised God.
(The Candid Narrations of a Pilgrim to His Spiritual Father, 1884)

Let the field exult, and everything in it!
(Psalm 96:12)

Let the sea roar, and all that fills it…
(Psalm 98:7)

Heaven and earth, and all creation, laud and magnify his name.
(Hymn of the Foundling Hospital, 1796)

Every creature is a word of God and is a book about God.
(Meister Eckhart)

The aspect of Nature is devout. Like the figure of Jesus, she stands with bended head, and hands folded upon the breast. The happiest man is he who learns from nature the lesson of worship.
(R. W. Emerson, Nature)

In the name of the Bee –
And of the Butterfly –
And of the Breeze – Amen!
(Emily Dickinson, #18)

There seemed to rise a Tune
From Miniature Creatures
Accompanying the Sun –
Far Psalteries of Summer –
Enamoring the Ear
They never yet did satisfy-
(Emily Dickinson, #606)

No wilderness in the world is so desolate as to be without divine ministers. God’s love covers all the earth as the sky covers it, and also fills it in every pore. And this love has voices heard by all who have ears to hear.
(John Muir, Journal, March 12, 1873)

Then shall all the trees of the wood sing for joy before the Lord.
(Psalm 96:12-13)

O never harm the dreaming world,
the world of green, the world of leaves,
but let its million palms unfold
the adoration of the trees…
(Kathleen Raine)

The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament proclaims his handiwork. Day to day pours forth speech, and night to night declares knowledge. There is no speech, nor are there words; their voice is not heard; yet their voice goes out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world.
(Psalm 19:1-4)

Have you not seen how all in the Heavens and on the Earth utter the praise of God? The very birds as they spread their wings? Every creature know its prayer and its praise! And God knows what they do.
(The Q’uran)

Praise him, sun and moon, praise him, all you shining stars! Praise him, you highest heavens, and you waters above the heavens!
(Psalm 148:3-4)

What a psalm the storm was singing … how sweet the still small voices of the storm!
(John Muir, Stickeen)

Let heaven and earth praise him, the seas and everything that moves therein.
(Psalm 69:34)

What praise songs pour forth from the white chambers of the falls!
(John Muir, Journal, December 16, 1869)

Every tree seemed religious and conscious of the presence of God.
(John Muir, Our National Parks)

All of creation resounds with song,
bless ye the Lord, praise Him forever
Stars in the heavens, waters below,
bless ye the Lord, praise Him forever
O wind and rain, fire and snow,
bless ye the Lord, praise Him forever
Spring and Summer, Winter and Fall,
bless ye the Lord, praise Him forever

All of creation resounds with joy,
praising the Lord, praise Him forever
Praise Him who holds all life in His hands,
praise Him, praise Him forever

Let all the Earth, resound with joy,
bless ye the Lord, praise Him forever
All ye green things, upon the Earth,
bless ye the Lord, praise Him forever
Let all the creatures, raise up their songs
bless ye the Lord, praise Him forever
All ye children of Mother Earth,
bless ye the Lord, praise Him forever
(Susan Osborne and Paul Winter,
adapted from the Book of Common Prayer)

This is my Father’s world
And to my listening ears
All nature sings and round me rings
The music of the spheres
(children’s hymn)

Then the two animals, crouching to the earth, bowed their heads and did worship.
(Kenneth Grahame, The Wind in the Willows)

In God’s creation, even among inanimate things, their very shadows turn around right and left, prostrating themselves to God in the humblest manner. And all that is in heaven and on earth, whether moving creatures or angels, gives obeisance to God, for none are arrogant before their lord. They all revere their lord, high above them, and they do all that they are commanded.
(Qur’an 16.48-50)

The seven heavens and the earth, and all beings therein, declare his glory. There is not a thing but celebrates his praise.
(Qur’an 17.44)

Don’t you see that the birds with their outspread wings, and all beings in heaven and on earth, celebrate the praise of God? Each one knows its own mode of prayer and praise. And God knows well that they do.
(Qur’an 24.41)

What I know of the divine sciences and holy scriptures, I learned in the woods and the fields. I have had no other masters than the beeches and the oaks. Listen to a man of experience: you will learn more in the woods than in books. Trees and stones will teach you more than you can acquire from the mouth of a magister.
(St. Bernard of Clairvaux)

The book of scripture is the interpreter of the book of nature.
(Jonathan Edwards)

It may indeed be phantasy, when I
Essay to draw from all created things
Deep, heartfelt, inward joy that closely clings;
And trace in leaves and flowers that round me lie
Lessons of love and earnest piety.
So let it be, and if the wise world rings
In mock of this belief, it brings
Nor fear, nor grief, nor vain perplexity.
So will I build my altar in the fields,
And the blue sky my fretted dome shall be,
And the sweet fragrance that the wild flower yields
Shall be the incense I will yield to Thee,
Thee only God! and thou shalt not despise
Even me, the priest of this poor sacrifice.
(Samuel Taylor Coleridge)

Nature’s intent is neither food, nor drink, nor clothing, nor comfort, nor anything else from which God is left out. Whether you like it or not, whether you know it or not, secretly Nature seeks and hunts and tries to ferret out the track in which God may be found.
(Meister Eckhart)

Spiritual Structures

God and Goddess are simultaneously one and different. The same is true of God and Souls, and of Goddess and Souls. Everything is singular yet plural. The whole is one independent entity but it is made up of parts which are also free entities. And while each part is a discrete unit, it also contains within itself the multiplicities. A part is a miniature whole. The whole is a magnitudinous part. Fusing it all together is the Love shared by God, Goddess, and Souls – Love, which is the core of existence. Both oneness and difference derive their power, meaning, and life from Love. Love is all there is. It would be tempting to say that “Love is One,” but Love is beyond analysis and beyond categories such as One or Many. Love is inscrutable, always mysterious. Love defeats the philosophers. Love finds its own way. Love conquers by secret strategies. Love conquers even God. Nobody knows what Love is but everybody wants it. There is no adequate definition for Love but every language has a word for it. Is Love a hoax? An illusion? Sometimes we feel that way when the world falls apart. But then Love puts it back together again – Love is triumphant – yet invisible – and we start once again our search for Love. Even God worships Love. God, Goddess, and Souls are always in Love.

Mind is form – Body is content. Mind needs something to think about – Body needs something to occupy. Mind is one – Body is many. Mind feels empty without Body – Body feels scattered without Mind. Mind is wave – Body is particles. Mind gives motion – Body gives in. Mind is husband – Body is wife. And the Soul is the priest who marries them.

Consciousness contemplates concepts’ content contacting Locality. Consciousness is the Soul, which contemplates the concepts of the Mind, whose content is the Body, which makes contact with the Locality, which is a mirror – reflecting back to the parts the whole of which they are parts – so that the Body sees itself in Love with the Earth, the Mind sees itself in Love with the Cosmos, and the Soul sees itself in Love with God. Like the quiet surface of a tidal pool, the Locality is a mirror for the soul wherein it contemplates itself and God in Love.

The individual mind is the localized form of the general cosmos. The general cosmos is the extended form of the individual mind. The general cosmos manifests itself severally as the individual minds, so all individuals in the cosmos are of one general mind.

One’s mind is a part of the universe, identical in substance to it. The universe is a replica of God as Form. Form is God, space, wave, mind, structure, cosmos. Occupying Form is Content. Content is Goddess, time, particles, body, atom, planet. The body is made of atoms – the mind is made of form. The mind structures the atoms into a bodily shape. The form of the body is the mind. Conversely, the form of the planets is the cosmos. The cosmos structures the planets into a universal shape. The planets are made of atoms – the cosmos is made of form. One’s body is a part of the planet, identical in substance to it.

The soul is motion, direction, purpose, urge, desire, life. The soul undulates. Undulating motion gives rise to sound. Sound is consciousness. Movement is primary – sound is secondary. As the sun radiates heat, so does the soul radiate sound. The sun is a person: so is the soul. A person is freedom, choice, movement. Moving gesture precedes speech as language. Dance precedes music. Moving bodies make the wave-sounds of breath. Undulation is life and lives at the source of religion. Glory-waves flow out from God and return, pulsing, vibrating, ecstatically praising God. Our worship is primal in organic undulation.

Worship gushes, erupts, radiates. Inside becomes outside continually. Worship is the secret central force that drives all creativity. Worship that is pure is always creative – never mere repetition. Worship rushes out from the unknown to the known and so is always new and freely invented. Rituals grow and change. God is always expanding and worship of God always expands too. God creates worshipers and worshipers create worship of God. It’s not art. Art makes objects. Worship has no object except God.

The least important things are the most important things.

Desire is the support of the world, not money or products or machines.

The mathematical concept of zero is the big illusion that allows us our little illusion of control.

To be humble, be close to the humus.

To be worth anything you must be in a place on the brink of the unknown, on the edge of outer space.

One fruitarian is worth a thousand lobbyists.

My Mantras

1946
There were thousands of them but there was only one!

1949
Whenever Billy Batson, famous boy newscaster, says the word “SHAZAM,” he is miraculously changed into powerful Captain Marvel, the world’s mightiest mortal, who combines in his magnificent physique the powers of six of the mightiest heros of all time!
Solomon…wisdom Hercules…strength Atlas…stamina Zeus…power Achilles…courage Mercury…speed
(copyright 1949 Fawcett Publications, Inc.)

1966
I have no idea.

1966
Hare Krishna Hare Krishna
Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

1978
Sun shine down on me.
Please burn up my misery.

1979
Waves come rolling up along the shore.
Waves go sliding down along the sand.
They don’t stop – they’re coming back
for more – guided by an invisible hand.

1979
Just keep on loving
Just keep on loving
Don’t get off the track
If they don’t love you back
Just keep on loving

1982
vishnu bokh tao jehovah ahuramazda manitou
dios butsu chaitanya allah wakantanka jesu

1983
All is life and light and love,
and love loves loving love.

1984
I am the glory of God,
and God’s glory glorifies God.

1987
We’re walking to God, we’re walking to God,
We’re walking to God today.
We’re walking to God, we’re walking to God,
We’re walking to God to stay.

1988
O glory to God

1990
I worship the Moon
and bow to the Sun.
I worship you too,
and everyone.

1990
Put your hands up,
put your feet down,
put your heart in God.

1991
Mahaprabhu Yugavatar
Gaura Hari Gaurasundar
Nimai Pandit Vishwambara
Sachinandan Radha Krishna

1991
Lost in contemplation on the body of God,
offer your desire to be God to God.

1992
Oh, have nothing of yourself.
Oh, just observe.
And trust and serve.

1992
Glory in the glory of God!

Shoon

Shoon, the old woman who told stories, smiled at the children.

“Night is the time to be close to Osari,” she whispered.

The shadows of the leaves moved away from her face. The children could see her black eyes shining in the moon’s light. It was their first time with her. Their first night away from the familiar trees that had sheltered them since birth.

“Osari, from whom we all come,” she continued.

Even those children, in their fourth year, had heard a lot about Osari. That name was the sound repeated by the midwife as they’d left their mother’s womb. It was the principle word of the songs intoned by the chorus in the wide-branching tree in the center of the communion. Osari, the hero. Osari, the lover. Osari, the god. But also two people: a woman and a man. In that case it was Osa the queen and Ri the king. And again a change: Osari was the source, and nothing that any human being could ever know.

At four years, the contradictions didn’t matter. They gladly accepted that Osari was all those things. But of course, questions would come. And doubts. They knew that. They’d heard some bigger children talking. Saying bad things about Osari.

Shoon understood their need for strong conviction. Every year at this time she became the most important member of the communion. During the days of the year when the sunrise was approaching its earliest hour, she’d been receiving a succession of mothers and fathers at her tree for talks about the four year olds. She and the parents had made an arrangement. Shoon would take care of the children from the next full moon to the one after. Each night there would be a different story.

Tonight was the first story.

“In the time of the Old Ones,” she began, “the communion was usually silent. Nobody talked. They made some sounds. Like singing. But no words. Can you imagine that? Some say each person knew what the others were thinking. So they had no need to talk. Or some say none of them cared about the others. Because they all stayed apart from one another. And would sit alone for years thinking about Osari.

“But we say that they did care about each other. They did tell each other things. Not with words, but by moving themselves around. Mostly their hands. They also moved their legs and eyes and their whole bodies. It was dancing. You’ve seen the chorus dance. Well, that was how the Old Ones talked.

“What did they talk about? Of course, it was long ago. We don’t know much about them. But the dances we have, the dances the chorus does, are all stories. Maybe the Old Ones danced stories and apart from that didn’t pay attention to one another. Maybe. We only know a few things about them.

“One thing we do know is, they didn’t eat. Most of them, anyway. After they nursed from their mothers, they had no interest in food. They drank water, that’s all.

“Eating is what one of the dances is about. Here’s the story.

“Once there were two sets of twins born from the same mother, a year apart. A girl and boy, and another girl and boy.

“The first twins were like all the rest of the people in the trees. Even when they were little infants – like you were, not long ago – they hardly ever cried. They felt the earth praising Osari. Nobody had to tell them it was happening. And with their little arms and legs they moved in the dance of the earth as best they could. To them, the humming sounds of the humans in the trees were the same as the whistles of the birds and the roars of the big, sleek cats and the boom-boom of the footfalls of the dragons. It was all one song for Osari.

“The second twins were different. Oh, they were smart. Very smart. Their eyes darted quickly, noticing everything. They tilted their heads to the side with little jerks, full of questions.

“Animals were most interesting to them. The second twins spent hours watching the big animals and following the little animals. They looked carefully. And what they saw, they imitated. After a while they could hang on a branch like a sloth. Or swing on a vine like a monkey. Or spring up with their legs like a cricket. Animal calls, too, they learned to imitate.

“As they grew older and stopped nursing, the second twins did something odd. When the buffalo grazed, the twins also bit at the blades of grass and chewed them. Tasting the juice, they became curious.

“No matter how many times the people in their communion would take grass and berries and seeds out of their mouths, the twins would do it again. There was no stopping them.

“To the first twins, that was upsetting. They were meditators, not imitators. To them the earth was a dancer to follow, not something to chew and swallow. Yes, other animals ate. That was part of the dance. But what humans did was to praise and worship and glorify it all. That was their part.

“The older twins moved their hands to their sister and brother. If they’d been using words they would have been saying:

“‘We are the children of Osa and Ri. The earth is part of our family. Our pleasure is to feel devotion and awe. We dance with nature. That is our law.’

“The younger twins answered them:

“‘We are all Osas, we are all Ris. The earth is ours to eat as we please. Grasses and seeds we grind up with our jaws. We dance with our food held tight in our paws.’

“The second twins were told they had to leave the communion. They wanted to leave anyway. And they found others like them fairly close by. So, the food eaters started a new kind of group among themselves.

“But without any law, they fought over their food. In their anger, they all went away and wandered back to their old communions.

“Their mothers and fathers took pity on them and let them stay. Nobody liked having them around. But the people accepted it as their fate.

“You children know that now we all eat. The law has changed. Osari lets us eat fruits. But nothing else. I tell you that your descendants will eat other things. Osari will make new laws for them. Osari is merciful.

“Be thankful that our communion is the way it is. Even though we have our troubles, we are happier and more peaceful than people are going to be.

“Go to sleep, children. And dream about Osari.”

Shoon helped them nestle into the leaves. It is good, she thought.

Tomorrow night she would tell them how talking started.

Reality 81

Among the world’s faiths, Bengali Vaishnavism has had the biggest influence on me. I’ve adopted its theological premises as my own. But I’m not a Bengali. I’m an American. Am I a Vaishnava? Yes, but also I’m a Unitarian, which is how I started out in this lifetime.

I base my religion on what I know. What I’m familiar with. What I perceive directly. The here and now. The events of my life. The place where I stand. That is where I am confident, and what I have faith in.

What I know initially is Pandevotionalism. I feel the spirit of the Earth rushing through me to glorify God. I want to join Nature in its praise.

Then, what I know finally is Vaishnavism. Through the grace of my guru, I know that God is Radha-Krishna.

From that knowledge has grown my Reality, briefly expressed in the following 81 entries.

1
The wheel of birth and death revolves around and around. The only answer to its riddle is to gain liberation from the prison of dualities by fixing my consciousness on the one solid spiritual existence beyond the many vaporous illusions of the material world. That is the meaning, purpose, and hope of life.

2
Meditate on God and worship God.

3
Devotion to the Central Person of God is the highest and deepest and broadest form of consciousness.

4
Reality is personal.

5
The most practical way for me to devote myself to God is by sounding names of God.

6
Service is the essence of religion.

7
The self is eternally individual.

8
A soul has the same quality as God, but a smaller quantity of it.

9
God never changes. God’s energies change.

10
Everything exists eternally simultaneously.

11
The absolute embraces contradictions.

12
God takes birth in the material world to stimulate our devotion.

13
The self is a spiritual body, not a body made of atoms.

14
The material world is a place where there are miseries such as birth, disease, old age, and death.

15
The spiritual world is a place where everyone is eternally omniscient and blissful.

16
God wants us to be happy.

17
All matter and all material forms always glorify God.

18
Cultivate forgiveness, humility, tolerance, kindness, generosity, honesty.

19
A soul is a part of the whole. God is the whole.

20
The spiritual world has variety.

21
God’s body is not material. God’s body is God.

22
The spirit is like the good. But it is a goodness that has no opposite because it is a function of God’s activity, not a soul’s activity.

23
God is the most powerful, wealthy, famous, beautiful, intelligent, and renounced person.

24
Demigods (angels) administrate cosmic affairs.

25
Jealousy of God and envy of God are the basic material psychologies.

26
People are what they want to be.

27
The Central Person of God is the source of the light of truth.

28
Devotion is greater than work or knowledge or visions.

29
God’s name is not material. God’s name is God.

30
God is everything, is inside everything, and is outside everything.

31
Human life is meant for self-realization.

32
The soul is indestructible.

33
Offer your actions and their results to God.

34
Pleasure consists in pleasing God’s senses, of which my senses are part.

35
Nudity, not nullity. The soul is naked, not nothing.

36
Offer your food to God.

37
Materialistic souls don’t act. Nature acts for them.

38
Act according to your own physical-psychological makeup. Don’t imitate others.

39
God controls everyone. Yet we all have freedom of choice.

40
Serve a spiritual teacher.

41
Happiness comes from within.

42
Attachment to God is the best detachment from materialism.

43
Live frugally.

44
No drugs, no sex, no gambling, no eating.

45
All beings are equal because God is within all of them.

46
God is the essence of everything: the strength of the strong, the heat of fire.

47
The determination with which we achieve our goals comes from God.

48
Those who see only matter can’t see God.

49
The universe is a form of God.

50
God is the biggest and the smallest.

51
The soul who attains devotion never returns to illusion.

52
The material world comes and goes. The spiritual world is constant.

53
God is active in the world, but is never conditioned by it.

54
Worshiping the Central Person of God is better than worshiping the all-pervading energy, the multifold supersoul, or the cosmic form.

55
All worshiping of anything other than God is indirect worship of God, but direct worship is better.

56
God has special consideration for those who love God directly.

57
Devotion is not dependent on social status or any material qualification.

58
Devotees enjoy conversing about God.

59
God gives the devotees full understanding of how to get to God.

60
Material splendor is only a small fraction of spiritual splendor.

61
Nothing is easier to see than God, but nothing is more difficult to understand.

62
Consciousness is the energy of the soul. It pervades the soul’s material body, and shapes it.

63
Negative thoughts and emotions bind a soul to matter.

64
Give up all ethical, metaphysical, and religious systems. Just surrender to God.

65
Nothing belongs to me. Everything belongs to God.

66
The center of spiritual life is the glorification of the activities and other attributes of the Central Person of God.

67
God’s attributes and energies are simultaneously one with God and different from God.

68
Devotees are friendly with everyone.

69
Be a fruitarian and in all aspects of life follow the cosmic laws for humanity.

70
Early to bed, early to rise.

71
Cosmic history goes from good to bad to good and back again, over and over in regular cycles endlessly.

72
Seek the company of devotees.

73
God has limitless forms, names, and activities.

74
Don’t give up action. Employ your skills in serving God. That which contaminates you can also purify you, when you engage it in serving God. Matter joined to service of God becomes spirit.

75
Even those who are liberated from matter take pleasure in serving God.

76
You can attain devotion to God only by the mercy of God.

77
God’s central personality has a specific form.

78
Spirit is the substance. Matter is a category of the substance.

79
Souls enter into the material world, or the material consciousness, in order to imitate God. But the larger purpose of material existence is the rehabilitation of the deluded souls back to the natural state of loving the central position of God.

80
God is one: the Central Person. But God is also two: She and He. Each of them is singular and many. When She is singular, She is a specific feminine individual. Among her many energies are the souls who worship God and the atoms of the material world. When He is singular, He is a specific masculine individual. Among His many energies are Deities and universal space. When God is one, God is a mystery.

81
Serving the devotees of God is the same as serving God.

Oremus

UWA OAAAAH

Pandevotional Invocation

My Teachers 1941-1989

Some mentioned here not world-famous but praiseworthy to me.

1940s
The Priests. Rodney Upham Clark. Helen Cooper Clark. Holly Clark. Clark Relatives. Cooper relatives. Friends of the family. Miss Kimball. The Gang. Stars. Buffalo Bob Smith. Captain Marvel Comics.

1950s
Douglas MacArthur. Clouds. Lee DeForest. John Nagy. Jerry Lewis. Don Herbert. Estes Kefauver. Dave Garroway. Birds. Jack Kent. Bunky Wood. Kenneth Grahame. Greek and Norse Gods. The Moonglows. Pinin Farina. Hugh Hefner. Richard Matheson. Jack Kerouac. Ray Bradbury. A. Merritt et al. Dave Brubeck. Charlie Parker. Miles Davis. Vance Packard. Anna DiVittorio. Judy Hentz. Carol Campanele. Rowe Camp Lecturer. Dom Manfredi. Beats. Nudists. Bertrand Russell. Stanley Kramer. Fred Cook.

1960s
Jackson Pollack. Jack Kennedy. Francois Truffaut. Alain Resnais. Jean-Luc Godard. Michelangelo Antonioni. Ingmar Bergman. Stan Brakhage. Stefan Sharf. Constance Fera. Thomas Wolfe. D. H. Lawrence. Henry Miller. Nikos Kazantzakis. Mark Rothko. Peter Serenyi. Bob Ross. Bela Bartok. Ron Rice. Ornette Coleman. Alan Watts. Paolo Soleri. Dov Lederberg. D. T. Suzuki. Carl Oglesby. Michele Clark. Dave McReynolds. Hashish. John Cage. Will Gamble. Victor Alonzo. Alan Siegel. La Monte Young. Timothy Leary. Allen Ginsberg. Swami Bhaktivedanta. Abbott Hill. Peter Schumann. Ken Jacobs. Raymond Marais.

1970s
Michelle Clark. Rose Clark. Bob Corens. Albert Einstein. The Sun. B. P. Bowne. Vincente Minnelli. Ed Senesi. Alfred Hitchcock. Thomas Gordon. Arthur Janov. Kratka Ridge. Abraham Maslow. Betty Friedan. Dan Maziarz. The Conch Club. Celtic Gods and Heros. C. S. Lewis. J. R. R. Tolkein. Leo Tolstoy. Emily Dickinson. John Lennon. Paul Schrader. Ralph Borsodi. Fritz Perls. Planetary Gods. Mark Satin. Michael Cassidy. Surf. Jack Canfield. Sondra Ray. Michael Sprague. Deborah Bronner. Shirley Ann Williams. Roberto Assogioli. Leonard Orr. Rolling Thunder. Brian Eno.

1980s
Sun Bear. Rocks. Gerald Jampolsky. Eleanor Singer Clark. Rebecca Jeanne Clark. Evelyn Haynes. Ralph Waldo Emerson. Huckleberry Mountain. Dunes. Steve Mansour. Oaks. The Light Center. Andrew Schmookler. W. H. Bates. Katuah Editors. Viktorous Kulvinskas. Eugene Gendlin. The Tasaday. Breathing. Richard Grossinger. Hilton Hotema. Alexander Lowen. Henry David Thoreau. Ann Wigmore. Earth First! Editors. Mikhail Aivanhov. Wabasso Beach. Martha Graham. George Sutherland. Tim Aldrich. Crickets. Raindrops. John Muir. Walking.

Reality 9

Reality 9

© 2019 Daniel Cooper Clark
Some Rights Reserved

A Personal View

Reality 9 –
reality mine.

The Hidden Potentiality

Potentiality, always reaching toward Actuality, is defined by Love, the yearning for another. Potentiality-Love doesn’t obliterate itself to become the other. It is a flow, a moving energy, an urge, directed beyond itself, that maintains the integrity of both itself and its object.

The general condition of Reality 9 is Potentiality. Actuality is a particular aspect of Potentiality.

Just as any material phenomenon exists both as a wave and a particle and can occupy two places at once in a state of quantum superposition, so each person is dual: a potential person and an actual person. I’m now conscious of my actual self, but not of my potential self. Both features of the self are eternal.

Actuality is within Potentiality. My actual self is always within my self of infinite possibilities.

The potential world is liberal, the actual is conservative.

Each existing item in the actual world (including every falsity) has its hidden counterpart in the potential world. And Potentiality – infinity – is the source of yet more items, which surprise the actual world when they arrive here.

Spirituality means an awareness of The Whole. Materiality means cutting out a portion of The Whole and giving that a preferred status. Thus, sectarian religions are materialistic. They limit themselves to a certain tradition, ritual, scripture, and so on.

Nevertheless, acts of devotion are carried out in an environment of specifics. I’m not advocating a “contentless mysticism,” as someone once called it. To love God in a specific way is spiritual if I know that like all actual forms, the God I worship has a counterpart in the potential world.

The actual world is graded into a vertical hierarchy. Sitting at the bottom are illusions and miseries. At the top we find the blissful truth, Goddess and God.

In the potential world the forms are not graded. They’re all equal, that is, horizontal. Furthermore, the potential world is One Person. Or, it is a singular “one” and an infinite plurality of “ones.”

All phenomena in the actual world are eternal, from dog to God. So you see, this is not that “material world” you’ve heard about. The “material world” is the actual world as seen by a materialist. It’s a mistake.

The other world, Potentiality, sustains Actuality – as a battery sustains a light bulb. Both the battery and the bulb are necessary for the light to shine.

Potentialism

Neither one, Potentiality or Actuality, is more real than the other. Reality 9 is made up of both of them together.

In relation to each other, it might be said that Potentiality is Yin and Actuality is Yang. In the potential world, the feminine rules. In the actual world, the masculine rules. But of course Actuality is part of Potentiality, so overall the feminine rules. This is what is meant by saying, “she is the power behind the throne.”

In the actual world, do things die, do people die, do I die? No. That’s a mistake. Nothing here disappears. Everything here exists eternally. Each atom is as eternal as God. Things and persons here are always alive. I don’t die. Or, my moment of “death” is already on the ledger. So, now that I know I’m already dead, I can really start to live!

In Actuality a clear continuum stretches unbroken from illusion to truth, from despair to divinity, from garbage to God. The entire range consists of one substance. No dividing wall separates “matter” from “spirit” as if they were two countries. It’s not that garbage is “matter” and God is “spirit,” and one must change one’s identity to get across the border. While traveling from ignorance to knowledge, we journey across a continuous landscape, a single country, made of Actuality.

Perhaps it could be called “matter” because it’s filled with forms. Or “spirit” because it’s eternal. In any case, it’s all one substance. Duality enters the picture with the difference between Potentiality and Actuality. But then you see, Potentiality being potential and not actual, it doesn’t exist – yet. So, is there really a duality?

Quantumism

“…the “physical vacuum” – as it is called in field theory – is not a state of mere nothingness, but contains the potentiality for all forms of the particle world.” – Fritjof Capra, The Tao of Physics

“If the universe came from “nothing,” then perhaps nothing was not perfectly empty but had a slight amount of symmetry breaking, which allows for the slight dominance of matter over antimatter today. The origin of this symmetry breaking is still not understood.” – Michio Kaku, Parallel Worlds

“When one knows that the Great Void is full of ch’i, one realizes that there is no such thing as nothingness.” – Chang Tsai, quoted by Capra

“That which seems to the intellect to be Nothing is the incomprehensible Maximum.” – Nicholas of Cusa

Every Little Thing

Every little thing in the actual world also might be found in the potential world, if we could peer into that world, which we can’t, because the things there don’t exist, they pre-exist. What’s more, there’s more in the potential world, since it’s infinite, unlimited. It’s beyond our understanding. However , we’re not inhabitants of only the actual world. We also inhabit the potential world, in our potential forms. But we achieve our completeness in the actual world. All things in the potential world reach toward Actuality. So you see, even though the actual is finite, it’s always being fed by the infinite. It’s always expanding. My guru said, “Krishna is always expanding.” Krishna, too, inhabits both worlds. What’s special about Krishna, about God, about Goddess, is that in Actuality they inhabit a region that touches the infinite. It is tangential to it. We become successful when we move to that region, which is known as the spiritual world.

Death

Death is a mistaken impression. Everything is real, nothing disappears.

Disruption

Love is the original “disruptive technology.” We try to organize things. But new things are always coming in from the Potentiality and mixing us up, pulling the rug out from under us, upsetting the apple cart, blowing our minds, forcing us to reconsider, giving us life. Scientists regularly discover new events that force them to adapt their theories.

Anarchy

Within the Potentiality, which is pure Love, there is no hierarchy. You might say that anarchy reigns there, except that Love’s infinite persons are all parts of one person, She. If there is only one person, how can there be anarchy?

Continuous Creation

In the infinite Potentiality there live an infinite number of souls. They yearn towards God. They know only God. In their potentiality, they have no awareness of themselves. As they gradually pass into the Actuality, they first stay with God. But as their self-awareness grows, they become jealous of God. So they descend to lower levels of Actuality – into the darkness, so to speak. This is painful, but through their suffering they gain complete self-realization, which finally matures into a freely chosen love of God. That’s the drama of the soul. It keeps going on and on, with more souls from the limitless well of the Potentiality continually passing into the Actuality. The Actuality is always expanding. In that sense, even the Actuality has no limit. Creation is continuous. It may appear that a universe will die, just as it may appear that you will die. But that’s a mistaken impression.

Marriage

Reality 9 marries science and religion in a personalist universe.

Worlds

Potentiality: the world of She
Actuality: the world of She and He
Spirituality: the world of She and He and Devotees
Materiality: the world of the Almighty God

Symmetry-Breaking

Potentiality would be hermaphroditic were it not for its slight dominance of the feminine over the masculine. That symmetry-breaking allows for form, motion, and purpose.

Forms

All forms are Her form.

She’s Flexible

Infinite potential power is greater then finite actual power. Potentiality 1 has the edge over Potentiality 5. Generation has more power than regulation. Art outlasts politics. Life beats death. Motion beats stasis. Flexibility beats rigidity.

The Purpose

When the unity of Potentiality 1 enters into Actuality, it arrives as two: the generator – She – and the generated – He.

When the multiplicity of Potentiality 5 enters into Materiality, it arrives as the regulator – Almighty God – and the regulated – the souls, the atoms, and the elemental spirits.

When the two currents of Potentiality converge in Spirituality, they arrive as Goddess, God, and the Devotees. The life of this joyful home is the purpose of Reality 9.

Dualities

Reality 9 is a double duality. It is a duality of the potential and the actual. Then the actual includes a duality of the spiritual and the material.

Raw Consciousness and Time

Potentiality is the world of raw consciousness, of the flux of pure motion and emotion. Entities never leave Potentiality. They get extended from there to Materiality. Then they live in both worlds. Materiality is made up of aleph-nought static states, each of which is a moment of time including everything in space. So it’s more correct to speak of the material worlds, plural, rather than one such world. The entities in those material worlds made of still moments experience flux, or time, because they are of the potential and bridge the gaps between the moment-worlds. They are conscious. Consciousness moves, and has direction. Consciousness leaps between the static “now” universes and allows for a sense of past, present, and future.

Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz

In his Exposition and Defense of the New System of 1695, Leibniz explains his view of “the ultimate elements into which substantial things can be analyzed.” Later he would name the ultimate element a Monad. Here he calls it “an atom of substance.”

But it is hardly an atom as we usually consider one. Of these atoms, he says “their nature consists of force and … from this there follows something analogous to feeling and appetite … resembling our ordinary notion of souls .. there is about them something vital and a kind of perception …”

Having stated that “it is impossible to find the principles of unity in matter alone,” Leibniz remains true to his word. The Monad, his basic unit of reality, displays the characteristics of force (energy), feeling, appetite, vitality, and perception. It is indeed like the standard description of a soul. For Leibniz, reality is essentially spiritual, and personal.

Atoms are people? Well, like people and unlike the conventional material atom, each of Leibniz’s elements is unique – not standardized. He tells of a friend of his trying to find two identical leaves in a garden, and failing to do so. From unique causes, unique results, Leibniz commented, in so many words.

Of additional interest to me is his probing into Possibility. As one who places so much emphasis on Pre-Existence, I’m happy to find similar thoughts in passages such as the following, quoted at length from On the Ultimate Origination of Things (1697):

“First we must notice, from the very fact that something exists rather than nothing, that there is in things that are possible, or in possibility of essence itself, a certain need for existence, or (if I may so put it) a claim to exist; and, to put it bluntly, that essence in itself tends toward existence. From this it further follows that all things which are possible, or express essence or possible reality, tend by equal right towards existence in proportion to the quantity of essence or reality which they include, or in proportion to the stage of perfection which belongs to them; for perfection is nothing else than quantity of essence.

“Hence it is seen to be most evident that out of the infinite combination of possibles, and the infinite possible series, that one exists by whose means the greatest possible amount of essence or possibility is brought into existence.”

Leibniz calls Possibility the Essence. It is the source, the great storehouse. It’s tempting to consider it “the spiritual world,” except that existence is also made up of nothing but Monads, which are spiritual entities.

This “essence in itself tends toward existence.” A big question rises up. Why doesn’t all the essence become existence all at once? He states that the “things” in that world have different quantities of the essence. The greater the quantity, the more likely the passage into existence. I’m not sure I like that story. For me, the pre-existent entities are particles of She. (She is the Potentiality, the Pre-Existence.) She controls the rate of passage. To her, all entities are of equal quality. The flowing into existence is merely her game, her dance. On the other hand, the entities traverse into existence when they want to. They have free will. I know, that’s a contradiction.

Scientists have found most interesting Leibniz’s Correspondence with Samuel Clarke of 1715. Clarke was writing on behalf of Isaac Newton. Newton and Leibniz were at odds over at least two issues. First and most irritating was the quarrel over who had first developed the calculus. (That’s Leibniz’s name for it – Newton called it “fluxions.”)

But more significant was their dispute over the nature of space and time. Newton felt they were absolute, spreading as undifferentiated regulators independent of anything else in the universe, except God. Leibniz felt they were ideas only, and relative to the changing aspects of things. For him, space is defined by things existing together at one time. Time is defined by things succeeding each other in one space. The two can only be defined in terms of each other. Indeed, Leibniz preferred not to speak in terms of space and time. He said there is no such thing as space. But there are places. There is no such thing as time. But there are instants. “… space is that which results from places taken together … In the case of time, nothing exists but instants, and an instant is not even a part of time … time can only be an ideal thing … instants apart from things are nothing … they only consist in the successive order of things …” Things, or substances, are the only entities. Since space and time are not substances, they don’t exist in themselves, but only as concepts regarding the interactions of substances.

Like Parmenides, Leibniz considered existence to be a Plenum (fullness). Everything touches something. Newton was wrong to talk of “empty space.” Leibniz said, “I hold there is no void at all.” He thus eliminated Newton’s problem of “action at a distance.” Monads are contiguous. Forces travel along a network of “communication” between contiguous entities. Furthermore, there’s no such thing as distance.

Then, is there only one place, here? And one instant, now?

Julian Barbour

When Barbour says that each instant is a static and independent instance of the entire universe – that nothing moves from one instant to another, it’s really instant-universes (within which nothing moves) somehow succeeding each other, like frames of a movie creating the illusion of motion – I agree. When he says that the cat who leaps is not the same as the cat who lands – they are two different cats embedded into two different instants – I agree and disagree. When he says that our sense of motion and time is a function of records (“memories”) which are not really ours but are something like computer files loaded into the structure of the instant – I disagree. Finally, when he grants no continuity of self at all across the instants – I definitely disagree.

Reality 9, unlike Barber’s Platonia, allows for the presence of consciousness as a continuum that bridges the gap between the static instants. That was my perception in December of 1961 in my apartment at 437 West 22nd Street in New York City. I was looking down at the rug, pivoting around as I looked. The rug’s image jerked around the circle. It didn’t go smoothly. I wondered if my eye muscles weren’t able to make smooth movements. Then I moved my hand in front of me. Again I sensed that the hand wasn’t really making transitions. It was as if each fractional position was an independent fact, despite my desire to perceive a smooth movement. The metaphor of a succession of still frames on a strip of movie film came to mind. The more I tried to impose a sense of smooth motion on any moving thing, no matter how slowly it moved, the more I got a dizzy feeling that reminded me of what Sartre wrote about in Nausea. I was trying to force onto the world a property that wasn’t there. Motion wasn’t in the world, it was in me. The world was divided up into static instants. I, on the other hand, had some ability to join the instants together. There really were two different worlds operating together. One I called Time, the other Energy. It was similar to the traditional matter-spirit duality. I called it the Time-Energy System.

That Energy is not affected by time. Today, I would identify its home as the Potentiality, a “place” of constant movement. The Potentiality, the pre-existence, is always moving toward existence. Even when it becomes Actuality, it lives in a world that’s always expanding. Barbour has a similar notion of time capsules branching out from Alpha to infinity. But in his reality, which he calls Platonia, there are no souls, just numbers and angles and cards on spindles. Thank God we don’t really inhabit such a misty graveyard. However, unless we develop our consciousness, our self-awareness, our Energy, we might indeed be lost in a world of motionless and emotionless instants no better than his.

Kurt Godel

Godel said that formal logical systems and their proofs, though useful, are by their very nature limited by their methods, and cannot describe the truth of a totality. They are always incomplete. Totality can only be grasped through intuition. So my clever system with its divisons and terms is merely an attempt to see the whole “through a glass darkly.”

Time Is the Expansion of the Actual

“Time” is the word we have for the expansion of the actual. Entities from the Potentiality pass into the Actuality. Each passage is, so to speak, the ticking of a clock. The volume of Actuality has increased by one entity. And it keeps on increasing without cessation. Its volume never decreases. The movement goes in one direction only. Time doesn’t go backward. The “arrow of time” always goes forward. Increase – addition – succession – is real, and constant. Energy is unlimited.

In the infinite Potentiality, where change is an urge – a tendency not yet brought into existence – past, present, and future are simultaneous. The Potentiality is made of motion. But it’s motion itself in motion, and not things moving. No things there. No clocks, no time. It’s totality all at once. Since our consciousness as we live here in Actuality is of the potential essence, we have some possibility of perceiving the past and the future. They are swimming in the ocean of pre-existence along with our raw consciousness. To see the past and future directly, we must strip down and plunge in naked. Really, that’s also the only way to see the present. So few of us are ready for that !

Detachment

In the Bhagavad-gita, Krishna says:

3.27
“I’m the one who’s doing this,”
thinks the ego-bewildered atman,
all of whose activities
are done by the gunas of Prakriti.

3.28
But Mahabaho, someone who knows what’s real
can discriminate and see that guna-karma
is just the gunas relating with the gunas.
With that in mind, you’re never attached.

To paraphrase: Whatever’s happening in the material world is really material nature itself doing things, not us. We’re just along for the ride. We imagine we’re in charge. But really nature’s moving us around like puppets. With that in mind, you don’t feel attached to what’s going on around you.

In terms of Reality 9: In the particle-dominated world of Materiality, we tend to identify with the events embedded within the particles (the moments). Generally, our consciousness hasn’t developed to the point of seeing She and He behind it all. We don’t feel that every atom is glorifying God. We feel that matter is something we can manipulate for our own benefit. But really we’re just watching a movie that keeps on repeating itself endlessly. With that in mind, you’re never attached.

Devotion

The purpose of knowledge is to bring me to devotion. No matter how much I know, it’s useless if I have no love. As Clyde McPhatter sang, “Without love I have nothing at all.” Waves and particles, space and time, categories and sub-categories – they all fade away in Spirituality, where Goddess and God are loved. Krishna is there.

Nicholas of Cusa:

“In God we must not conceive of distinction and indistinction, for example, as two contradictories, but we must conceive of them as antecedently existing in their own most simple beginning, where distinction is not other than indistinction.”

Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz:

“The least particle ought to be considered as a world full of an infinity of different creatures.”

Georg Cantor:

“The Absolute can only be acknowledged and admitted, never known, not even approximately.”

Teleology

Potentiality 1 acts as a single wave. Potentiality 5 acts as many particles. But Potentiality in general combines both.

Each of Potentiality 5’s many particles is an infinitesimal wave. And Potentiality 1’s single wave is an infinite particle. The two share the same quality, Potentiality.

Therefore all entities are energies directed outside themselves. As Aristotle said, every entity has an inner purpose, intrinsic to itself, not imposed on it by any external agent, that drives it toward a goal in another time or place that fulfills its own nature. The purpose of an acorn is to become an oak. The purpose of the Sun is to radiate heat and light. Each entity is moving toward a fulfillment of itself.

In Reality 9, the inner seed, and thus the outer goal, of each entity is its life in Spirituality with Goddess and God. That devotional life sits in the center of each thing, including the infinite wave. The infinite wave is She. She yearns to worship the Other, He. Her yearning culminates in Spirituality, where Goddess and God and their Devotees enjoy eternal loving pastimes.

Each soul, being an infinitesimal version of She, has the same inner purpose as She. Every entity is moving toward Spirituality. Spirituality, lodged firmly in the center of Reality 9, is the goal of Reality 9.

But if it is the goal it must also be the source. For teleology is a tautology, employing circular reasoning. (Since the Sun radiates heat and light, then its purpose is to radiate heat and light.) This circle of reasoning includes a long chain of causes and effects, each of which is an absolute and can therefore function as both the beginning and the end of the circle. (A case can even be made for Materiality as the source and the goal.) However, the circle floats, so to speak, on an ocean of She. She has the advantage of being infinite, thus being both inside and outside the circle. And She has her priority: He. Together, they reach their peak in Spirituality. In this sense, Spirituality is the essential origin of it all.

Georg Cantor

For the mathematician Georg Cantor (1845 – 1908), nothing was more important than God. When Cantor developed set theory, which every elementary school student now learns, he based it on a new concept of Infinity, the Absolute Infinity being God. Besides the Absolute, Cantor said, there are two other kinds of infinity. They are the actual infinite and the transfinite. This got him into trouble with other mathematicians. Aristotle and Thomas Aquinas and everyone else since had declared that there’s no such thing as an actual infinite – that is, an infinite realm that can be made subject to mathematical procedures. And the transfinite, nobody had even heard of before.

I’m not a mathematician. Symbolic logic utterly escapes me – along with the details of Cantor’s theorizing. I won’t try to explain what I don’t understand. But I do see a correspondence between Cantor’s three infinities and mine.

His actual infinite is my Potentiality 1. I don’t use the term “potential” the way mathematicians do. They posit a “potential infinite” as a hypothetical state necessary for the sake of performing certain operations within finitude. My infinite Potentiality is a real state in its own right, the source of all else. It is Cantor’s actual infinite, beyond the reach of our intellect.

His transfinite is similar to my Potentiality 5. Cantor describes the transfinite as a realm that can be enumerated. It can be added to. Its constituent elements have their specific identities. Likewise, Potentiality 5 is composed of an infinite quantity of identifiable particles.

All entities within Actuality have emigrated there from the infinite, and retain the infinite at their core. “We are spirits in the material world,” as The Police sang in the 1980s. Christians tend to be dualists, digging a deep trench between the infinite and the finite. Cantor had a rough time with their Thomist condemnations. But I am not a dualist. I am a monist-dualist, subscribing to the achintya bhedabheda tattva of Shri Chaitanya. Like Cantor, I feel the presence of the infinite within the finite to be a continual inspiration. He said:

“The grounding of the principles of mathematics and natural science is a matter for metaphysics.”

“What surpasses all that is finite and transfinite is … the single completely individual unity in which everything is included, which includes the ‘Absolute’ incomprehensible to the human understanding. This is the ‘Actus Durissimus’ which by many is called ‘God.'”

“All forms whether finite or infinite are definite, and with the exception of God, are capable of being intellectually determined.”

“… certain knowledge … can only be obtained through concepts and ideas, which are at best only stimulated by outer experience, but which are principally formed through inner induction and deduction, like something which, so to speak, already lay within us and is only awakened and brought to consciousness.”

“In my opinion, time is an idea … it is nothing other than a relational concept, by whose aid the relation between various motions we perceive in nature is determined.”

“All these particular modes of the transfinite have existed from eternity as ideas in the Divine intellect.”

” … the transfinite not only expresses the extensive domain of the possible in God’s knowledge, but also presents a rich and continually increasing field of ideal discovery. Moreover, I am convinced that it also achieves reality and existence in the world of the created, so as to express more strongly than could have been the case with a mere ‘finite world’ the majesty of the Creator following its own free decree.”

The Ultimate Is Inconceivable

Finitude has an infinite feature and infinity has a finite feature. For instance, even in conventional religious terminology, a body has a soul, and God has a body. Finitude is form or identity or stasis. Infinity is freedom or action or motion. So, since the finite is the limited, and the infinite is the unlimited, then finitude has limited freedom and infinity has unlimited forms.

But the finite and the infinite are of two different states. Finitude is actual and infinity is potential. They’re both real. But finitude exists and infinity pre-exists.

To what extent can we speak of a mathematics of pre-existence? Cantor may have found a way. Like Cantor, I propose that “everything is included” within the Absolute Infinite. That is, every separate thing is included. It is not only singular but also plural.

Indeed, it’s easier to conceive of its plurality – its containing an infinite number of forms – than it is to conceive of its singularity – its boundary. But in fact, it has no boundary. It is not a “set” in the manner of actual sets. Here is the paradox. Potentiality is a form, She, but a form without a boundary. That is the great mystery. That is why the ultimate is inconceivable.

Nicholas of Cusa:

from On Learned Ignorance 109:

“Who, I ask, could understand how it is that the plurality of things is from the Divine Mind? For God’s understanding is His being; for God is Infinite Oneness. If you proceed with the numerical comparison by considering that number is the multiplication, by the mind, of the common one: it seems as if God, who is Oneness, were multiplied in things, since His understanding is His being. And yet, you understand that this Oneness, which is infinite and maximal, cannot be multiplied. How, then, can you understand there to be a plurality whose being comes from the One without there occurring any multiplication of the One? That is, how can you understand there to be a multiplication of Oneness without there being a multiplication of Oneness? Surely, you can not understand it as you understand the multiplication of one species or of one genus in many species or many individuals; outside of these individuals a genus or a species does not exist except through an abstracting intellect. Therefore, no one understands how God (whose oneness of being does not exist through the understanding’s abstracting from things and does not exist as united to, or merged with things) is unfolded through the number of things.”

Krishna

from the Bhagavad-gita:

9.4
All this world is permeated by me,
in my form as the Unmanifest.
All creatures stand in me.
I do not stand in them.

9.5
And, the creatures don’t stand in me.
See how my yoga rules!
My atman creates the creatures,
sustains the creatures,
but doesn’t stand in the creatures.

9.6
Understand – just as the wind blows everywhere
while always situated within space,
so all the creatures are situated within me.

13.13
I’ll tell you what is to be known
knowing it, you’ll attain immortality
it’s the beginingless Supreme Brahman – — they say it neither is nor is not

13.14
everywhere its hands and feet
everywhere its eyes, heads, faces
everywhere it hears, and abides ——– embracing all the world

13.15
shining in the gunas of the senses
and without any senses at all
detached, and supporting everything —— without gunas and enjoying gunas

13.16
inside and outside all creatures
those that move and those that don’t
it’s too subtle to be understood —– close, and placed so far away

13.17
undivided, standing in all creatures
also divided, or so it seems
understood as the creatures’ maintainer — and devourer, and creator

13.18
it’s also the light in all lights
it’s beyond the darkness, they say
it’s knowing, the known, and known by knowing – it stands in the hearts of us all

Thank you.

The Everything

The Everything

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A Pandevotional Creed

  1. The human body is wonderful.
    It enables the soul to achieve self-realization.
  2. Human nature at its deepest joins with
    Earth nature and God nature.
  3. When we join the Earth in her worship of God,
    God heals us and the Earth.
  4. I am always part of Nature.
    Nature is always part of God.
    Nature is Service.

Human Nature

The source of a deep natural ecology
can be found deep inside human nature.
Every species has its own unique nature,
and a nature that is common to all.
Every being has its own unique self,
and a self that is common to all.
Beings exist to act on their natures,
and when they do they fit into the world.
Human beings who act on their human nature
do not disturb the nature of the world.
The unique nature of the human body
is the spiritual capacity for self awareness.
The human nervous system allows humans
to be conscious of the self as consciousness.
This experience is deeply fulfilling
and defines the being of humanity.
When humans are satisfied deep inside,
they don’t have to use up the world.
Those who experience their self realization
are also conscious of the self in every being.
They are able to perceive as others perceive
and to comprehend a nature common to all.
The nature that’s common to every self
is the urge to serve another self.
The self that is common to every self
is the creator of all the creatures.
Everything in creation serves the creator,
so every creature is worthy of respect.
Human beings who develop self awareness
serve the creator and the whole creation.
Deep inside human nature lies the source
of a deep natural ecology for our world.

An Ecology of the Body of God

God is a dancer.
God’s body is Love.
God’s body is the environment of environments.
Relations among life forms
take place within the love-body of God.
We are decorations on the body of God.
We exist to share love with God.
Love is the environment of all life forms –
the biological, the geological, the astronomical.
Let us join the rest of Nature
in giving pleasure to God.
Dancing with God is a deep ecology.

Don’t Change Reality

Everything is all right as it is. The spiritual world is here and now. All we have to do is be what we are and see things as they are. Let’s stop trying to change the world. Let’s accept Nature’s worship of Goddess and God. Changing things won’t solve the problem. Wanting to change things is the problem.

Alchemy is vanity. The Olympian gods were right to punish Prometheus. When we mortals started to play with fire, our problems multiplied. Fire is the spark of science and industry. Fire transmutes. Fire works for us as a tool expressing our desire to transmute ourselves into God. Fire pollutes. In our attempt to change Earth into Heaven, we’re making it into Hell. If I say that I am God, and differences don’t exist, and All is One, I really mean that All is Zero.

A One without form or variety or personhood is a zero. The Hindu thinkers are the culprits. They invented the zero as the foundation of their mathematics. That made science possible. Then everybody wanted to improve things by adding zeros. Our technological advancement is just a lot of zeros – nothing at all – an illusion. The zeros have obscured our view of reality. Reality includes one, two, three, and every number, except zero, which is not a number at all. It’s nothing. Try to change reality and you end up with nothing.

Love It All

I assume there is one source of the many. One thing that’s the origin, the essence, of everything. It’s beyond my ability to conceive of it. Because I’m just a part of the whole.

To start, I draw from the language of physics. The word I settle on is energy. Reality is energy. I don’t mean something blank and featureless. It’s not nothing. It’s not a void. Energy has many features. The word “energy” means “work.” It signifies action and motion. Reality is motion.

What is motion? Something that is always other than what it is. That’s why some people think it’s nothingness. You can never put your finger on it. As soon as you say here it is, it’s gone.

I’m talking about pure motion. Not motion as a property of an object in relation to other objects. Motion itself. Movement moving. A state that’s always becoming. What else can we say about the reality of moving energy? If it’s always moving, then it’s alive. Reality is life.

Motion has a direction, thus a purpose, thus consciousness. A living, purposeful consciousness is a person. Reality is a person. If it’s a person, then it has form. An inconceivable form! The purpose of that essential form is to move into otherness. It’s dedicated to the other.

Reality is a person always giving itself up into the other. The urge toward the other is love, devotion, service.

Reality is Love.

I accept, I accept, I accept Love. I allow, I allow, I allow Love. I accept, I accept, I accept It All. I allow, I allow, I allow It All.

It All is within Love. Everything is within the Essence. God is within Goddess.

Goddess manifests God out of her urge to love the other. Goddess gives up her majesty into God to worship God. God is supreme – so much so that Goddess allows herself to appear to be his emanation.

Their love is the essential story of life. The love of Goddess and God is the realized urge of the essence. Everything, ourselves included, is within Goddess. Everything, ourselves included, worships God. God is the supreme controller, possessor, and enjoyer. God is the only masculine emanation from Goddess. Everyone else shares her feminine nature. We assist her in her glorification of God.

Mother Savior, Mother Savior. Father Allure, Father Allure. Mother Savior, Mother Savior. Father Pleasure, Father Pleasure.

We all take part in their dance of love. That’s all there is.

Love It All, Love It All, Love It All, Love It All.

We Are the Glory of God

Why do we love God? Because he is glorious. What is the glory of God? The Goddess is his glory. She is the power of God. What is her power? Her love for God. We love God because we are part of her. We are the glory of God, too. Why do we love God? Because we are love-for-God. We are the glory of God, and God’s glory glorifies God.

Ma Jaya Said

My pujas and prayers go out this day to Mother Radha. I am asking the beloved of Krishna to teach my children about replacing desire for worldly things with desire for God and Guru. The idea that one can rise above one’s desires is not true at all. Worldly desires must be replaced by higher desires. Mother Radha bring about this transformation in my chelas. Teach them my Mother of your love for Krishna and let them bask in your love. Show them Divine love is the greatest love of all. (June 18, 1999)

The Good Bishop Said

Strictly speaking, nothing but persons exist.

Bishop Berkeley, Philosophical Commentaries

Personalism

Edgar Sheffield Brightman, “Personality As a Metaphysical Principle,” in Personalism in Theology, Boston, Boston University Press, 1943.

p. 41
A personalist is one who holds that everything real is a self at some level of its existence; what seems to be not a self is a part or aspect or experience of a self or selves. Nothing exists except in, of, and for a self. For personalism, personality or selfhood is a first principle.

p. 42
Personalism is the view that personality or self is the first principle which unites and explains all other “first principles.” As Bowne and Knudsen have often said, “personality is the key to reality.”

Expanding and Running

Prabhupad said, “Krishna is always expanding.” So we don’t have to get worked up about our spiritual “attainment.” We can never attain You because You’re always one step ahead of us. Still, You attract us, so we love to run after You.

Universal Mind

Brain researchers tend to see things one way – the mind is part of the body – or another way – the mind is separate from the body. I propose a third way: the body is part of the mind. Well, what is the mind? I define the mind as the universe in its totality, the aggregate of all the matter and consciousness that makes up the universe. The mind is not localized. It’s not “my” mind. It’s universal. It seems to be mine only because I identify myself as this physical body, and I assume this body’s fragment of mind to be mine, or me. But really all of us here share the same mind. And we’ll be liberated from it when we realize we’re part of God.

Cosmic Confirmation

Yesterday someone donated Raymond Moody’s 1975 book Life After Life to the library. That’s the book where the term “near death experience” was first seen in print. I’d read it years ago, but wanted to go over it again. It had made a strong impression on me. I brought it home and showed it to my love, saying, “This is the book that started it all.” She nodded appreciatively while turning on the TV. The program that came up, without any channel-changing, was about near death experiences. A man picked up a book and showed it to the camera, saying, more or less, “This is the book that started it all.” She gasped, “It’s the same book!” Life After Life after Life After Life. I call these events Cosmic Confirmations. To me they’re intended to validate the significance of the subject for me. They’re not meaningless coincidences, but pointers from You.

Deeper

Some say the core experience of spirituality is the awareness of the unity of all being. I won’t discount the profundity of that realization. Nevertheless to me the heart of spirituality is love. By that I mean the desire to give pleasure to another. Love puts oneness into action, into service. Knowledge may be deep, but love runs deeper. God is present in all acts of love, and most present in acts of loving God. Devotion to God is the origin of spirituality.

Pleasure Vs. Pleasure

I’ve come to believe that the essential difference between material life and spiritual life is this. In material life, the pleasure I feel belongs to me. In spiritual life, the pleasure I feel belongs to God. In both cases, I feel pleasure. There’s no need to give up pleasure to be spiritual. But materially, my pleasure is at my disposal. I decide when, how, where, I’m going to feel it. Spiritually, my pleasure is at God’s disposal. God decides the particulars of my delights. Ultimately, spiritual pleasure is felt directly by the spiritual self. The soul itself is stimulated. That pleasure is inconceivably more intense than the vicarious enjoyment felt by the soul while identifying with the false material “self” made of atoms. I would then define Faith as the conviction that God wants me to feel pleasure, and indeed will give me pleasure – more pleasure than I can have when I try to possess my pleasure. The only renunciation required is the giving up of a harmful attitude. I would go so far as to say that the desire to possess my pleasure is at the core of all the world’s evils. Are many people going to want to change that desire? Not likely. But some have.

Balance

Please help me keep my balance as I accept the contingencies and honor the absolutes.

Help Us

Dear Lady Goddess and Lord God, Lady and Lord of Love, please help us feel kindness, compassion, and devotion toward one another. Help us serve each other. Help us understand that your ways of Love are the only answer to the problems that beset us. That we have no self interest or national interest or global interest other than your interest – Love. Help us make your ways our ways. Our life, our happiness, our success resides in Love. And You are Love.

We Choose Love

We come to this world to enjoy ourselves. To explore our possibilities. After doing so, and after suffering great pain as a result, we return to God with stronger love. Before, love was given to us. Now, we choose love.

World Without Fear

We are made of desire. Made to enjoy, to be happy, to feel pleasure. We are particles of God, who is the Reservoir of Pleasure. We are love, only love. “Teach only love, for that is what you are,” says A Course in Miracles. We are made to worship, to adore. In the world of the soul’s awakening, everyone gives pleasure to God, who gives pleasure to everyone. There, in that world without fear, no one hides. Love is everywhere. Here, in this world of fear, where the body is not the self, we live a double life. But, the soul’s consciousness radiates through the atoms of the temporary form. May the-love-that-I-am permeate it, so its pleasure plays the music of devotion to God’s ecstasy!

Ask the Right Question

Throw away the answers. Stay with the questions. We want something solid, dead. But the essence is alive, changing. We hide inside certainties. To be real is to cast oneself into the current. God is a question. God is to be accepted, not figured out. When we ask the right question we have discovered God. When we face the truth we face a mystery. It exists, it is real. But it’s not an object to be scrutinized. It’s a world of action. God is not a concept, something to be taught. God is an adventure. God is a person. God is love. God is “What can I do for you?” The response is not an answer, but the same question, “What can I do for You?” Then the words stop and the doing starts. Yes, even the questioning stops. No more theology. What’s left is love, and loving the endless mystery. Nothing remains for me except to run after those flashing feet!

Huang Po

“The void is not really the void. It is the real domain of Dharma.” – Huang Po, Chu Ch’an

Man-Mana

Martin Buber wrote, in the Third Part of Ich und Du, that all Your names are hallowed because they’ve been used not only to speak of You but also to speak to You. I’ve been considering what You say twice in the Bhagavadgita (9.34 and 18.65), “man-mana.” It’s been translated as “think of me,” “think about me,” “bear me in mind.” I like expanding the meaning to include “think to me,” as Buber has suggested. Both times when You pronounced man-mana You prefaced it by saying it’s the “most secret” knowledge (9.1) and instruction (18.64). The two man-mana verses go on with “become my devotee, offer to me, bow down to me, and you shall come to me.” So the thinking of You, or to You, isn’t an ordinary affair. You are God. Then I take it seriously when You say it twice – the secret doctrine of the Gita is simply that one should apply one’s thought to You. My thinking has always been a kind of talking to an ill-defined “myself.” Thus a big part of my spiritual life is to be aware of Your presence next to me, and to address my thoughts to You.
 

Thinking to You

Dear God, I’ve often wondered, who am I talking to when I talk to myself? That is, who am I thinking to when I think to myself? It’s as if I’m conversing with other people, or casting my thoughts out into an invisible void, or sometimes bouncing them back to a construction of myself. After examining the psychology of this process, I’ve come to the conclusion that if I’m not thinking to You, I’m only thinking to illusions of my own imagining. What’s more, I’m not even doing that. The thoughts are not mine. They come and go on their own. They’re lines in the pre-written script of the world. A script with a part for me to play, but the writer’s words, not mine. I feel they’re mine only because I identify with them. But they’re not mine. The thoughts that are mine are the ones I address to You. Then, everything comes alive. You aren’t a fantasy. You’re reality. And I’m real too, when I’m thinking to You.
 

Relationality

Reality is relational. “For Thou art with me.”

Detachment

In the Gita You say, “Undoubtedly…the mind is restless and difficult to curb. But it can be curbed, through constant practice and detachment.” When I’m detached, I recognize the world as an artifice, a creation. I understand that I’m really with You in a spiritual world. Then I offer all my thoughts to You in conversation. So it is that the mind can be curbed through the constant practice of detachment.

Explication du Texte

In the 700 verses of the Bhagavad-gita, You refer to yourself in the first person singular 354 times. Because of this and many other reasons, the Gita must be considered mostly a “personalist” (and not an “impersonalist” or advaita) presentation. You speak of yourself in the nominative 144 times, and in the objective 210 times. It’s interesting to note that 2/3 of these references occur in the middle third of the Gita, the portion whose main topic is God. (The first third’s topic is Self, the last’s is Nature.) If such a numerical analysis counts for anything, the inference is that You’re saying You are God. By reading whole sentences instead of tallying up pronouns and verb forms, it becomes undeniable that You’re saying You are God. Therefore I suggest that the essence of the Gita is the speaker of the Gita, You, Krishna. Twice You say that the secret (guhya) of the Gita is manmana, usually translated as “thinking of me.” So the book is not only descriptive, but also prescriptive. Given the flexibility of Sanskrit formation, the preposition “of” may be replaced with another one. Man-mana is an elision of mat-mana. Mat is a form of “me” that can be translated as “of me,” “about me,” “in me,” “for me,” “on me,” or “to me.” So a possible rendering of man-mana is “thinking to me.” I take this as the constant, everyday substratum of my spiritual life: Thinking to God, Thinking toward You, addressing my thoughts to You.

Three Levels of Meditation

I was doing mantra meditation. My fingers were progressing along my string of mala beads. I concentrated on my vocal chords’ sound of the mantra. Simultaneously I concentrated on the image of the Deity on the altar. But I noticed yet another stream of thought running underneath. It often was filled with “chatter.” Not always, though. Sometimes it felt deeper even than the mantra-sound. It was the current of desire. If I wasn’t desirous of sincerity in my meditation, this level of mind would fill up with verbal business. If I desired to be sincere in my mediation, then this current would propel me toward the mantra and the imago dei. It was a current of motion itself – in the sense that Plato meant when he called motion the essence of life. I perceived three levels. At the bottom, Motion. In the middle, Sound. On top, Image. The bottom is desire, urge, feeling, emotion. The middle is name, language, music. The top is form, shape, line, color. The bottom is soul, the middle is mind, the top body. In the specifics of my meditation practice, the bottom is Mala, the middle is Mantra, the top Murti.

Worship Everything

I can approach anything in existence by one of three paths: lust, neutrality, or worship. My life plan is to worship everything.

Recreating Religion

For my religion to stay alive, I must allow it to continually recreate itself. Someone said that “an unchanging tradition is a dying one.” Prabhupad said, “Krishna is always expanding.”

Mother Haraa

I want to repeat “Mother Haraa” continuously day and night, waking and sleeping, working and playing, happy and sad, for better or worse, till death plays its part. The words come from a 1966 talk from my guru explaining the Hare Krishna mantra. He said:

“The word Haraa is a form of addressing the energy of the Lord … Haraa is the supreme pleasure potency of the Lord … the spiritual potency … the internal energy … Mother Haraa.”

He never called her The Goddess. For him she was primarily Radha, Radhika, Radharani, Shrimati Radharani.

His religion was built like a citadel, surrounded by a high wall displaying the majesty of God. But within the wall She was the deity, and love was all in all.

The Form of The Whole

What is the form of The Whole? Since you have to be outside a form to be able to see it, we cannot know what the form of The Whole is. We are inside it. It’s like scientists speculating on the shape of our universe. We may have our theories, but it’s really a mystery. The form of The Whole is eternally a mystery.
 

The Rooms

I thought the place where I lived was the only place. But then I bumped against a wall. Oh, I thought, this place isn’t the whole world. It’s a room.

I walked along the wall. Before long I came to a window. So, I thought, there’s an outside to this inside. But the view was foggy. I couldn’t see much out there. Still, I thought, there must be a way of getting there.

Before long I came to a door. It was locked. So I had to find the key. It took me a long time to find it. When I opened the door, I hoped I’d reached the outside. I couldn’t tell at first. The place was so big compared to the room I’d left. (I kept the door open just in case I wanted to go back.)

Eventually I discovered it was another room, with another window and door. The view out the window was clearer, but not clear enough to make out much detail. Again, after a long time finding the key, I left that room behind.

Even the next place, though larger still, was a room. I left that one just a few days ago. The place where I am now does look like the place I saw out that window. Am I really outside, or is this just another room?

All those doors behind me are still open. Sometimes I return, out of affection. But I know my true direction is forward. In every case, the trick has been finding the key. Do I need to find another key? Or are the ones I have in my hand now the only ones I’ll ever need?

An Explanation?

Love is Everything. Love is the Whole. There’s nothing else other than Her.

But because She is Love, She must have someone to love.

To accomplish that, She renounces a part of herself and places it beside her. She manifests Him as a separate person, God. She is now Goddess.

Goddess and God are the lover and the beloved, the worshiper and the worshiped. Love’s essential femininity remains in Goddess. But She has lost that aspect of herself that is now God, the masculine. Her loss is basic to her nature as Love.

God, the Other, is the only masculine entity. We souls are part of the Goddess, the feminine. As such, we are lovers and worshipers. In order to love, we also must give up part of ourselves, our independence, to another. Just as Goddess renounces her unity, so too must we offer part of ourselves to God.

So we feel a loss, a grief, that some of me is gone. Yet we thrive on the bliss of joining with another. This mixture of sadness and joy is the essential emotion of the soul, as it is the essential emotion of Goddess, and of all religion.

Those who speak of the tragedy of life are correct. Those who speak of the ecstasy of life are correct. Those who speak of the simultaneous tragedy and ecstasy of life are the most correct of all. But what good is any explanation? Life and love are mysteries.
 

Potentialism

Neither one, potentiality or actuality, is more real than the other. Reality is made up of both of them together.

In relation to each other, it might be said that potentiality is Yin and actuality is Yang. In the potential world, the feminine rules. In the actual world, the masculine rules. This is what is meant by saying, “she is the power behind the throne.”

Thinking that, in the actual world, things die, that people die, that I die, is a mistake. Nothing here disappears. Everything here exists eternally. Each atom is as eternal as God. Things here are always alive. There is no non-existence. The other world, the potential world, is pre-existence. I don’t die. Or, my moment of “death” is already on the ledger. So, now that I know I’m already dead, I can really start to live.

A clear continuum stretches unbroken from illusion to truth, from despair to divinity, from garbage to God. The entire range consists of one substance: actuality. No dividing wall separates “matter” from “spirit” as if they were two countries. It’s not that garbage is “matter” and God is “spirit,” and one must change one’s identity to get across the border. While traveling from ignorance to knowledge, we journey across a continuous landscape, a single country, made of actuality. Perhaps it could be caled “matter” because it’s filled with forms. Or “spirit” because it’s eternal. In any case, it’s all one substance. Duality enters the picture with the difference between The Potential and The Actual. But then, you see, The Potential doesn’t exist – yet. So, is it really a duality?

Disruption

Love is the original “disruptive technology.” We try to organize things. But new things are always coming in from the Potentiality and mixing us up, pulling the rug out from under us, upsetting the applecart, blowing our minds, forcing us to reconsider, giving us life.
 

Continuous Creation

In the Infinite Potentiality there live an infinite number of souls. They yearn towards God. They know only God. In their potentiality, they have no awareness of themselves. As they gradually pass into the Actuality, they first stay with God. But as their self-awareness grows, they become jealous of God. So they descend to lower levels of Actuality – into the darkness, so to speak. This is painful, but through their suffering they gain complete self-realization, which finally matures into a freely chosen love of God. That’s the drama of the soul. It keeps going on and on, with more souls from the limitless well of the Potentiality continually passing into the Actuality. My guru said, “Krishna is always expanding.” The Actuality is always expanding. In that sense, even the Actuality has no limit. Creation is continuous. It may appear that a universe will die, just as it may appear that you will die. But that’s a mistaken impression.

The Urge

What is the basis of spirituality? Is it faith – in something you can’t see yet? Or is it an urge – toward something you feel now? I say it’s an urge. Faith comes from what other people tell you. The urge comes from your own experience. Faith takes you to church. The urge takes you to God.

Your Signature

Dear Krishna, I see your signature in everything here in Materiality. You have written the script. It’s all your movie. We think we’re doing things, but it’s all your doing. All these objects, these images, these sounds, they’re all your creations. Just as an author’s personality can be perceived in the author’s stories, so you have stamped your personality on all your creations. Even the ugly and horrifying things are made by you, in your style, so to speak. We can recognize a painter’s work by the style of the painting. “Oh, that’s a Matisse, look at those playful lines.” We may not know it, but everything here is painted in your unique Krishna style. You’re the choreographer of all our activities. We’re dancing to your tune. “I recognize that song – that’s a Krishna song!” Everything here points to you. That’s the way Prabhupad saw it.

The Necessity of Evil

The newborn baby knows only the mother’s body and doesn’t perceive itself as a separate entity. Similarly, the innocent soul in its potential state has no self-awareness and perceives only God. Later on, the youth rebels against the parents. Likewise, the soul falls down and rebels against God. It’s the wrong choice, but at least it is a choice. Finally, the mature adult chooses to love the parents. The mature soul, liberated into spirituality, chooses to love God. The purpose of doing the wrong thing, of entering into materialism, is to develop self-realization. Then one’s love of God strengthens and can never be broken, because it’s a freely determined choice. Evil, doing the wrong thing, is a stage in the growth of the soul. Evil is necessary. We will never banish evil from the world. Evil is the world’s purpose, the means by which we achieve supreme goodness. But we must fence it in. Regulate it. “Give the Devil his due.” And no more.

The Initiator

Traditional Vaishnava doctrine recognizes two kinds of gurus, Initiators and Instructors. It’s assumed that aspirants have one Initiator. Without being initiated, people have no hope of attaining the goal. The act of surrendering to an Initiator opens the door to God. Then, that same guru usually becomes in effect the first Instructor. As students progress, they may be helped along by many other Instructors.

My Initiator (diksha) guru is Shrila Prabhupad. He signed his letters A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami. His complete formal title is Om Vishnupad Paramhansa Parivrajakacharya 108 Shri Shrimad Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada. The shorter formal name is customarily given as His Divine Grace A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada.

Before and after being initiated as his disciple in April of 1967, I’ve received much assistance in spiritual affairs from many other people. I think of them as Instructor (siksha) gurus. Some of them have been traditional Vaishnavas. Most have not. In fact, Prabhupad might call most of them “nonsense rascals.”

It’s easy to love Prabhupad. His generosity, his brilliance, his kindness, his courage, his irresistable charm, were immediately evident to all of us who spent time with him. And of course the magnificence of the philosophy and religion he taught us endeared us to him forever.

Prabhupad himself as a pure devotee of God has everything to do with my relationship with God. It is his deep and undeviating devotion to Krishna that inspires me.

The Untutored Epiphanies of an Ultimate Significance Junkie

These experiences came to me without my having been coached about them beforehand. They arrived suddenly, without any precedent. They were images or sounds or words – not always pleasant ones – that possessed me and altered me, opening up a glimpse of The Everything. None of the experiences “proved the existence of God.” It was simply the depth of the feeling that convinced me.

1946: The Gum Rubber Eraser Dream. A dream that recurred afterwards over many years. I was naked, immobile, floating upright in an amber space, not five years old but a grown man. Also in that endless space were floating countless other men who looked like me. My gaze was fixed on a golden bullet, about two feet in front of me, pointed at my heart. It was almost imperceptibly moving toward me. I could do nothing to stop it. Its speed was slowed down because the amber space (I described it as “panucci” after a fudge my mother made) was being squeezed from outside. It was like being inside a gum rubber eraser being squeezed by somebody. And I knew that I was the one squeezing it, holding back my death. This made my body feel incredibly heavy. It was extremely unpleasant. I woke up. My mother was in the bathroom. I walked in and said to her, “There were thousands of them but there was only one.”

1954: The Doo-Wop Chemical Change of My Blood. Over the radio, from WINS in New York City, Allen Freed brought me “Sincerely” by the Moonglows. And so many others. I could feel my blood changing into something strange and wonderful.

1955: Feeling the Blood Run Through My Veins. That’s what I told my mother when she asked me what I was doing, sitting in a chair without moving for a long time.

1956: “Mimsy Were the Borogoves” by Lewis Padgett. The story was in a paperback anthology, A Treasury of Science Fiction, published some years earlier by Berkley Books. Two children learned the technique of arranging simple objects in such a way that the children were propelled into another world. I took this as a metaphor for the purpose of Art.

1958: The Rowe Camp Cosmology Experience. A guest lecturer, a scientist of some sort, showed slides of galaxies and nebulae on a big screen in the barn. I was transported to the ultimate.

1960: New Wave Cinema. I found myself on the screen in the films of Bergman, Truffaut, Godard, Resnais, Antonioni, and others. My path in life was clear.

1961: Lawrence/Wolfe/Kazantzakis/Brakhage. Ecstasy! I could hardly contain myself. D. H. Lawrence, Thomas Wolfe, Nikos Kazantzakis, and Stan Brakhage burst my soul out of its crust of fear.

1962: Bartok’s Second String Quartet. In our fraternity house room with black-painted walls, night after night we played it. As I stared out the window, the window pane dividers disappeared to give me a view of wholeness.

1963: Psychotherapy East and West by Alan Watts. My atheism ended when I read this book.

1964: The Tortoise and His Journeys by La Monte Young. In the tiny Pocket Theater on lower Third Avenue, I experienced a powerful aesthetic-spiritual event. Young, Marian Zazeela, Tony Conrad, and John Cale sat two on each side of a large gong with a black disc painted in the center of it. With vocalizations, a viola and a single-string violin they droned one note for hours. The enormous amplifier-speaker system provided a high-volume cosmic symphony of overtones. Even now that overwhelming sound determines me.

1965: The Chinese Sliding Doors. After eating hashish I saw, about 18 inches away from me, the front of an intricately colored box. Or it may have been a panel on a wall. Two sliding doors, closed, met in the middle. I reached toward them and pulled them apart. Beyond the doors was an infinite white space in which floated innumerable black spheres. The image has haunted me since then as a depiction of the yin/yang duality, either the white or the black thought of as either yin or yang. The colored designs on the doors are a product of the interaction of the two. Objects floating in a luminous infinite space – an image similar to The Gum Rubber Eraser Dream, but this time very pleasant.

1966: The Hare Krishna Silver Ramp. My first exposure to the Hare Krishna Mantra took place in Tompkins Square Park in mid-October. As I chanted along with the Swami, his disciples, and the crowd of onlookers, I saw a silver ramp ascending up into the sky. It looked something like a children’s playground slide, except that it kept going up and up. (Or, in the words of the Unitarian Sunday School credo, “onward and upward forever.”) I knew that if I kept chanting, I would ride that “stairway to heaven,” that mystical escalator, all the way to the Spiritual Sky. I got on it, and I’m still on it.

1976: The Kratka Ridge Experience. 7500 feet up in the San Gabriel Mountains, with my daughter Rose enjoying our walk through deep snow, I stopped to look across to another ridge. In the peace and quiet I heard a faint sound like somebody chopping wood far away. In a rush, another kind of sound, more subtle and in a different dimension, came to me. It seemed like language, but I couldn’t understand its meaning. After about a half a minute it went away. Then I knew I’d been not only hearing, but also Thinking the Earth’s Thoughts. I had become part of the Earth. That convinced me we had to leave our urban life in Los Angeles and move to the woods. Maybe there I could comprehend the message I’d heard. Five years later we moved to the mountains of North Carolina.

1983: The Huckleberry Mountain Experiences.
I
As I stood on our land on the south side of the mountain, the Earth Goddess sang to me, “Don’t you hear me calling to you, Daniel, don’t you hear me calling, calling, calling.”
II
As I sat in my car in the Associated Spring parking lot eating my lunch, I looked at our mountain from the north side. It sang to me, “I am the Glory of God, I am the Glory of God.” Something in the way she sang it made me feel I should sing it too, and I did.
III
As I stood in the snow at night up the slope from our trailer, in the middle of a circle of tall oaks, the Earth sang, “And the Glory of God glorifies God. And the Glory of God glorifies God.” At last I understood the language of Mother Nature. I began to write about Pandevotionalism.
 

Personness

Like a good theoretical physicist, I want to reduce everything down to a singleness. For me, that singleness is Personness. The essential quality of every entity is its Personness, which derives from the nature of the Infinite Omnipresent Lover.

Relationship

Nothing exists in itself or by itself, but always in relationship. The overall pattern or network – ever shifting in its form – is the independent variable. We are all dependent, or interdependent variables, flickering facets of that mysterious gem.

The Fur of the Monkey

Quite apart from opinions or beliefs, I would call my statements “feelings.” I have no quarrel with anyone who considers the masculine Godhead to be the source of the feminine. In the end, when we’re at that level of discourse, it becomes divine play, not heated debate. The true purpose of discussing such theological niceties is the constant glorification of Goddess and God by saying their names as often as possible.

Countless beams of light from the ultimate cast countless images of that reality outward in countless directions. Each beam has its unique image. Each of us peers along a single beam and views the truth in our own way. God is one but has many names.

I prefer poetry to metaphysics.

In 1995 Ma Jaya said, “When you let go of all things, then you will know the fur of the monkey.” That is, Ram’s servant Hanuman.

When the senses have nothing to grasp, we can withdraw them “as a tortoise withdraws its limbs” (Gita 2.58) and experience the presence of Hanumanji.

 

Laulya and Lolupa

Two Sanskrit words – laulya and lolupa – have been favorites of mine. First, I love the way they sound. Second, they both mean “ardent longing,” which means so much to bhaktas. Interestingly, laulya also means “inconstant,” and lolupa has the additional meaning of “destructive.” Well, the bhaktas don’t dwell on those aspects. But it might be true that in a material context, ardent longing can be inconstant and/or destructive.

In the context of spiritual devotion, though, ardent longing is the core of it all. For instance, here’s verse 14 from Rupa Goswami’s Padyavali:

krsna-bhakti-rasa-bhavita matih
kriyatam yadi kuto ‘pi labhyate
tatra laulyam api mulyam ekalam
janma-koti-sukrtair na labhyate

My wording:

“Deep immersion in the mood of love of Krishna – if you’re smart, you’ll buy it wherever it’s available. And what is the price? Ardent longing, and nothing else. It can’t be bought by thousands of lifetimes of good works.”

This corresponds to the conservative Christian doctrine of justification by faith and not by good works. The “pearl of great price” can be bought only by faith, not by helping your fellow humans or all sentient beings. Kind-heartedness is found in those who truly love God, but practicing kindness alone is not sufficient for achieving love of God.

The conservatism or exclusivism of this path can be a problem for the liberal-minded. But my contact with my guru’s behavior showed me that it’s possible to have both in the same person.  

In the Schoolhouse

There are different opinions about the original status of the soul “before” entering into illusion. Some say the soul is never in illusion, and indeed is God – that would mean the illusion itself is illusory. Some say it’s an illusion to think that there is a soul. Some say the soul is originally merged into a formless spiritual radiance, descends into illusion for some reason (various reasons are given), then merges back into the radiance. Some say the soul is eternally in a loving relation with God, and the entry into illusion, which seems so long to us, is in reality less than a mere instant.

Prabhupad was inclined to present the last of those explanations. Thus, our job is to go “back to Godhead,” to return to a state we’ve never really left at all. I agree with him. But I also must agree with Krishna, who says in the Gita that once having returned to him, we never again enter into the material world. So there must be some difference between being with Krishna “before” and “after” being in illusion. My resolution of this quandary is to posit an initial state of the soul whereby it is in relation with God in love, but without self-realization. The soul has not chosen to love God, but is in love with God by dint of having been created that way by God. But for love to be complete, it must be chosen. So the entry into illusion has a purpose – to develop self-knowledge. Having done so, the soul “returns” to God and never again enters into illusion.

The cycles of time in the material world do not affect the spiritual world. The creation, maintenance, and destruction of the universes is managed by God (or, by Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva) for the benefit of the souls in illusion, that they may finally develop self-knowledge, leave the temporary schoolhouse, and graduate into the spiritual world.

I do make a distinction between being with God before matriculating into the schoolhouse, and being with God after graduation. The spiritual world is where we go after graduation. The preschoolers are in a place I call the Potentiality, which is infinite and eternal. Everything is there, God is there, we are there, but in what might be called a dissociated state. It is not formless. It contains all forms, and even though it’s infinite, it paradoxically has a form of its own. It contains all forms and all possibilities. Our work is to make the possible into the actual. The spiritual world is an actual place. We go there when we decide that we actually love God. The potential and the actual are different. We achieve success when we progress from the potential to the actual and actually live in the spiritual world with God.

Both the material world and the spiritual world are in Actuality, not Potentiality. As such, they are not infinite. They are finite. But they are always increasing. Prabhupad said, “Krishna is always expanding.” The astrophysicists tell us the universe is expanding. Actuality is always getting bigger, in both its material and spiritual aspects.

The Inexhaustible Topic

How is it that God is both specific and all-pervasive? The absolute encompasses all particulars – that’s understandable. But how can the absolute also be one particular entity? Of course, if God is all-powerful, then God can do or be whatever God wants to do or be. That’s one angle on the situation – looking at it from the position of the almighty.

Another view, more interesting to me, starts from the position of the famous cowherd boy in Vrindaban. That specific person, with all his specific characteristics and activities, is the ultimate truth.

The similarity between Krishna’s being and what the existentialists call contingency, or between Krishna’s being and what Buddhists call suchness, encourages me to see the underlying divinity of all conditional states. Krishna enters into the conditional universe and blesses it, sanctifies it, by his presence. Moreover, as Arjuna says in chapter 11 of the Gita, Krishna enters into every atom and into all the space between the atoms.

In the final estimation, the universe is Krishna, and all the particles and combinations of particles are Krishna. Krishna is everything and everything is Krishna. Still, as Prabhupad once said when asked if we are all God, “Yes, we are little Gods and Krishna is the big God.” We are particles and Krishna is the whole substance – playing the part of a particle. The last step is to realize that even in the absolute state, Krishna is a specific, particular person, which of course is, as Prabhupad says, “very difficult for the ordinary person to understand.”

No harm in taking Prabhupad literally. He literally means that Krishna exists as that familiar form we all know and as Love, the source of all the other God-forms. It’s not a lot of forms coming out of a bright light. That would imply the bright light is spiritual and the forms are material. Nope. For Prabhupad and the Vaishnavas, the bright light is the atmosphere of the spiritual world – emanating from Krishna’s body.

That person, that form, is the first hypostasis. No other reality precedes that person.

So the avatar forms in the material world are not material forms. They are descents (avatara) of the spiritual forms. When Krishna himself descends, he brings his spiritual abode & associates with him too. Thus the town of Vrindaban in India has its secret spiritual identity, visible only to the purest devotees.

I know it’s difficult to make the switch. Instead of the formless giving birth to form, we have form manifesting the formless. Perhaps it depends on a shift in our understanding of love. For the Voidist, love is an impersonal state without a specific object. For the Vaishnava, love is a personal state with a specific object.

When I first started attending events at 26 Second Avenue, and listening to Prabhupad’s talks, I was a dedicated Voidist. Voidism appealed to me for many reasons. I considered Prabhupad’s personalist devotion to be OK for simple-minded village folk, but not for a highly educated snoot like me! Still, I liked the kirtans, so I stuck around. So, what I felt comfortable with, as an expression of my body-mind, included Voidism (i.e., Zen, Taoism, advaita, etc.) as its spiritual-philosophical element.

But things changed. The kirtans had an effect on me. Prabhupad had an effect on me. His personality did, and his words did. I was experiencing something deeper inside me than I’d felt before. It drove down deeper than the body-mind, straight to the soul. It was like drinking a cup of nectar that had been waiting there almost forever for me. It opened up a world I’d never known about, no matter how much I’d read, or ever could read. It was much more substantial than any psychedelic drug experience. It was a real place, my actual place of habitation, which I could see better and better as the fog of illusion was gradually blown away by the winds of sadhana.

As time has gone by, I’ve learned that I must take account of my body-mind – I must engage that “karmic package” in devotional service, not just attempt to toss it away. That was part of Prabhupad’s teaching too. So here I have a body-mind that tends toward a rather abstract impersonalism, and a soul that exults in a juicy personalism! What’s going on now is the soul using a (slightly) retooled body-mind as a vehicle to travel to Krishna’s lotus feet.

She and He

It seems contradictory to say that both She and He can be the source, the foundation, the supporter, infinite, without beginning or end. But Prabhupad often said that there’s no difference between Radha and Krishna. The Vaishnava texts on the subject almost always assert that Krishna is the source of Radha – though in language that introduces ambiguity. For instance, if Radha is the “internal potency” of Krishna, his “pleasure potency,” and if Krishna is ruled by her love and indeed is ruled by the love of all pure devotees, and if Radha is the “emblem of devotion,” then who’s controlling who? I have concluded that Love is the first hypostasis, and Love is She, manifesting as Radha, as Durga, as Kali, as Mother Earth. Just as the soul, which is “inside” me, is the real me, so the Pleasure Potency, which is “inside” Krishna, is the real Ultimate, and her name is Radha. Jai Radhe! Ah, but then what does She want us to do? She wants us to join her in her worship of Krishna, join her in her devotion to God. She wants us to do that, and She’s the boss.

Vaishnava Gold

For me, the literature of Vaishnavism is like a gold mine.
From it we can extract the most precious substance.
The nuggets in Sanskrit and Bengali have great value.
But by themselves they’re museum pieces, kept in a
glass case, or in a secure box. To have a life in my
world, they must be translated, as gold nuggets are
made into gold ingots with comprehensible amounts
of value. Still, that is not enough. The ingots are still
sitting inert, apart from my life as I live it. I want the
gold to enrich my daily experience. So it must be
fashioned further, into things of beauty – jewelry, or
statuary, or perhaps gold leaf to enhance the beauty
of furniture or other objects. The raw material must be
made into works of art. The wealth of the past must be
minted as coins of our present realm. The reworking of
the gold does not change the gold itself. It is still a
substance of great worth. In fact, the reworking of the
metal makes it more valuable. It has gained both in
beauty and utility. Its external shape has been altered,
but its true internal composition remains the same.
The Vaishnavism of the present day may not bear any
immediate resemblance to the Vaishnavism of long ago.
But show it to expert assayers. They will pronounce it
one and the same in substance – Vaishnava Gold.

Nice Thoughts and Noble Ideals

Nice thoughts and noble ideals flow through my fingers to the page. But who can live a perfect life? The impurities, bless them, humble me, the arrogant spiritualist. As my life snakes around, it must follow maps that contradict the design of my private utopia. Still, my beliefs stand firm. They’re the destination, no matter how many detours I take. Somewhere, sometime, I will live that way. You can’t take that away from me.

In my present practice, this is how I mix the ideal and the real: by minimizing the harmful, maximizing the helpful, and making a lot of mistakes along the way. I do want my daily life, despite its clumsiness, to be the substance of my philosophy. I offer my idealistic words merely as supporting evidence – testimony about the meaning of my life as a whole. In the end, whatever theory or philosophy I advance has no independent worth. The value resides in my actions.

Ayesha

“All great faiths are the same, changed a little to suit the needs of passing times and peoples.” – H. Rider Haggard, Ayesha: The Return of She

The Servant’s Entrance

William Blake wrote in The Marriage of Heaven and Hell, “The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom.” But the road is not the palace. It takes you to the front door. Once having arrived there, one must ponder how to gain entrance.

An overindulgence in that which is contrary to spirituality may indeed constitute an introduction to spirituality. Too much sex, too many drugs, too much money, or even too much blasphemy – they may take you to the front door of the palace. But they can’t get you in.

Still, there’s a lesson to be learned here. The final goal of spirituality cannot be attained by heroic attempts at spirituality, by storming the gates. If achieving the palace’s front doorstep may be accomplished by indulgence in spirituality’s opposite, then perhaps entrance might be accomplished in a similar (but mirror-imaged) way. Try entering as if blindly, as if by walking backwards. The knowledge we’ve gained in the material world is of no use for attaining the spiritual world. The two worlds are inverted images. So walk backwards, in blindness, to enter. Fool yourself. Become a fool, in holy ignorance.

Go in by the back door – the servant’s entrance.

Mascherata Materiale

This body of mine that you see is a costume I’m wearing. I’ll take it off when I go back home.

Part and Parcel

Excerpts from the Purports to the verses in
Bhagavad-gita As It Is by A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami.
I’ve “poetized” them by changing sentence beginnings
from capitals to lower case, and eliminating periods.

in the Vedanta Sutra the living entity is qualified as light
because he is part and parcel of the supreme light 2.18
the living entity is the fragmental part and parcel
of the Supreme Lord – eternally 15.7
he knows fully well that Krishna is the whole
and that he is part and parcel of Krishna 5.3
an atomic particle of the Supreme Spirit 18.78
the living entities also have
fragmental portions of His qualities 15.7
qualitatively one with the Lord,
just as the parts and parcels of gold are also gold 15.7
the living entities are parts and parcels of Him,
and therefore the senses of the living entities
are also parts and parcels of His senses 1.15
in everything there is a relation
with the Supreme Lord Krishna 7.19
a person in Krishna consciousness
certainly sees Lord Krishna everywhere,
and he sees everything in Krishna 6.30
such a person cannot think of any living being
as separate from Krishna 5.7
steady concentration of the mind upon Krishna 7.1
this is the secret of Krishna consciousness –
realization that there is no existence besides Krishna
is the platform of peace and fearlessness 5.12
one should be attracted by the beautiful vision of Krishna 18.65
His name is Krishna because He is all-attractive 18.66
one should concentrate his mind upon Krishna –
the very form with two hands carrying a flute,
the bluish boy with a beautiful face
and peacock feathers in his hair 18.65
the result of Krishna consciousness is that
one becomes increasingly enlightened,
and he enjoys life with a thrill, not only for some time,
but at every moment 18.76

The Razor’s Edge

To the very conclusion of one’s inquiry,
the paradox must be maintained.

Honey Bliss

The Self is as sweet as honey and is total bliss.
You must know that one can have this bliss in life,
and live life in total bliss of God and Goddess. – Ma Jaya

Listen well to the sounds of your life.
Hear how the frogs sing to God
and how the dogs and other animals
recognize the deep spirit of their masters.
Look closely to all that is in your life.
Things you never paid attention to before.
Start this moment and see
what has been in front of you all the time.
Open your God eyes and see
what you have ignored before.
Perhaps miracles are happening all around you.
-Ma Jaya, Cyberdarshan, 9.1.99

Isn’t yearning just as
painful as hunger?
No, actually it’s ecstasy.
Hunger for anything that will
pass away is pain.
Yearning for what is
permanent and unchanging,
that’s bliss. – Ma Jaya, The 11 Karmic Spaces, where she also writes,
“the most beautiful thing in my life is worship.”

As your heart is open more and more,
the God Love in your heart drowns out
all negativity and fills you with a
Love Of God that is so deep that this Love
just consumes all negativity. It is all
a matter of practicing meditation every day
and chanting the Name of God or Goddesses. – Ma Jaya

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